Jesus, here, You stay.
Here, with me, You remain.
Where ever I find me, I find You, there, too. No matter, where, You are there.
I love You, Jesus. For, You have NO shame, when it comes, to me. To, seeking me. To, finding me.
Where EVER, I go, there, You are willing to go, too.To, the depths, of my deepest, darkest despair, I have found You.
To, the heights, of my greatest adventures, there, I found You, there, too.
You have seen, and accepted, the worst of me. While, helping me to find, to BE the best, of me.
Yet, You love me.
STILL.
ALWAYS.
In ALL my ways. For, ALL my days.
You have loved me.
You love me, still.
I am in awe.
That You, Jesus, love me.
Always.
All days.
Even when, even if, even as, I find, at times, me a bit hard to deal with, to love, to cherish, to be there, for.
It is only because of Your Grace, Your Mercy, Your Deep and Abiding Love, Jesus, I find that I do my best to love ME, as You love me:
Completely.
Totally.
Joyfully.
Unapologetically.
Jesus, here, in my heart, You stay.
Your Grace, Your Love, Your Joy covers me. Your Thoughts stray, always, to me.
Amazing!
Your Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound. That saved a wretch, like me. I once, was lost. I, now, am found. I was blind. Yet, now, I see.
I SEE, Your Love, for me.
I HEAR, Your Heart’s Cry, to my heart’s cry.
I FEEL, Your Love, for me.
For, ME!
Amazing. How, very amazing.
Amazing, Jesus, Your Love.
Amazing, Jesus, Your Care.
Amazing, Jesus, You Are Amazing. Amazing, still. After, all these years. I love You, Jesus. Unapologetically. Freely. With ALL my heart.
Jesus, I long for others to KNOW, SEE, FEEL, and experience Your Love, Joy, Care, and Protection. Jesus, will You go to them, where ever they find themselves? Will You let them know, You are there, for each and every heart? They don’t even have to believe, in You, if they don’t yet know You. I just ask that You visit each heart. To let them know, You are:
Available.
Able.
Capable.
Ready.
Reliable.
Relentless.
In Your Pursuit for ALL to know the freedom, the experience of being free, of being loved. For love’s sake. For no other reason.
Jesus, here You stay.
With, me.
Jesus, here I shall stay, with You.
Forever Your Friend,
Sweetpea
#YourLifeMattersToMe
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