I admit it.
I got ALL up in my feelings, after work.
Briefly. Life just too short to stay all up in your feelings.
Anywho, the reason for said all up in the feelings…*sigh*.
Training was tough, I wanted to head right to bed but wanted to encourage someone to let them know that they don’t have to til themselves to the wheel of you have to be all happy all the time else the world will stop spinning on it’s axis. It won’t, it’s not required and not even truthful. Even Jesus cried.
Anywaze, I dig some understanding, empathetic words, from deep within wherever the world they have been hiding since forever, type them up, zip them off, post them here, post them on my FB account…
Fresh hell?!
What the F you mean ‘blocked’?! Blocked from doing what?! Am posting, per usual, to my own blasted FB page, to my own blasted FB apparent supposed ‘friends and fame’s and apparently someone reported it as spam!!?🤬
WHAT?!!! YOU the one either requested or accepted my friend request!!
YOU KNOW HOW I ROLL!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW I’M ALL ABOUT THAT ENCOURAGEMENT LIFE!!
APPARENTLY, YOU UNCOMFORTABLE WITH A SISTA BEING ALL THE WAY LIUD FOR REAL FOR REAL FO SHO!!!!
WHAT YIKES!? WHY AM I HOLLERING AND ALL UP IN MY FEELINGS!?
My bad…*Cassandra begins whispering*
So, I rush to FB and deactivate my account.
Ha!
Go get yo encouragement from folks who gives two damns about you. Folks don’t give two damns? This I KNOW, dummy, why I was sending encouragement and care your anonymous sending way.
I was ready to kick the entire world to the curb. All yall beloveds, included. No, I didn’t know if it was one of yall but hey a sista was all up in her feelings and feeling slighted and small and unappreciated and unloved and all the dumb things we sometimes allow ourselves to feel because some dummy or dummies were knowingly or unknowingly or who only knows and displaced their own lack of loving themselves on top of our loving ourselves and others causing us to briefly stop loving ourselves and making us reach for a stupid and useless cape to hide behind instead of us staying brave by keeping on our Clark Kent’s and loving no matter the outcome…
Whew! Long sentence and sentiment that.
I say all of that, to say this:
There is STILL bacon.🥰🤗
Someone I respect and care for commented that to me. She reminded me to just keep on being me, doing me, loving me, loving others, accepting others may won’t, don’t love me and keep it pushing, anyway.
There is, bacon.
Still.
Always.
This world will forever try and give you reasons to give up and to give in. Tell it, tell negative folks and things to go on head and kick some extra rocks already. Am going to continue to encourage myself and folk.
By the by, you just never know where someone is at. Be mindful when blocking someone or acting a fool just cuz you can. That someone may have really needed you or something just then. How much extra time does it take to care or acknowledge some care sent ones way?…*Cassandra shakes her head at a world ok with blocking love shown and care*🤷♀️
YourLifeMattersToMe,
Cassandra


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Can’t quite join in with the bacon… but hey, I could bring the cake for afters…
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I was just going to kick you outta the band til you mentioned you would bring the cake! Reinstated forthwith and hitherto!
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Phew! What a relief!
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It’s time for a bacon party!
Your life matters to me too. xo
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Bacon parta!! So glad to see you posting!!….((((hug))))
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