Carry the hell on.

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Carry the hell on.

Carry the hell on. This saying makes me laugh. It also makes me determined to, well, carry the hell on.


Whether I feel like it or not, I carry the hell on.


Whether I want to or not, I carry the hell on.


When I miss mom so much I can’t breahe, I carry the hell on.


When I get angry at my diagnosis, I carry the hell on.


When I miss my young friend who had the damned nerve to die on New Year’s Eve, I carrry the hell on.


When life has gotten on my last nerves, grew more nerves and then got on THOSE last nerves, I carry the hell on.


When I am so lonely my skin feels as though it will break without a hug, I carry the hell on.


When my tears fall upon dreams not realized, still, STILL I carry the hell on.


When I don’t feel like getting out of bed, let alone working, I carry the hell on.


When my carry went on ahead and carried on minus me, I carry the hell on.


When I gave life/folks/love all that I had and they stared at me as though my had was not enough, I carry the hell on.


When the fruits of my labors have been eating by someone else, instead of me, I carry the hell on.


When I vainly did all and gave all in vain and vain simply shrugged and walked away, I carry the hell on.


When friends/fam refuse to carry the hell on with me, I carry the hell on.


When hell has made life hell for me and refuse to give me a glass of damned ice water, I carry the hell on.


When I have run out of ibuprofen from all the tears, hard work, and what in the fresh hellness of life won’t cease, I carry the hell on.

I do all this and more.


Why?


Cuz I am a bad MF, a scary mama jamma, a go on ahead and kick rocks kind of something something!
Ha!


Carry the hell on, beloveds.


We got this.


What’s more, God and Life has got us. How much safer/cherished/loved/blessed can you and I be?


Carry the hell on!

carrying the hell on with you,
Cassandra

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