I have been waiting all day. Waiting for what, I did not know.
Turns out, I had been waiting, in silence, for words. Words of comfort, of hope.
Only, I had no idea I was awaiting those words. Words had failed me, today. Or, so I thought. Until, someone reached out for my thoughts. Initially, I did not want to answer. I did NOT feel like, okay, I did not feel like feeling today!
Today, I wanted to stay numb. Stay, dumb. Stay, in this quiet place grief had deposited on my door.
Life, dammit, is forever demanding full participation!😡🤡
After getting over a mini mad, I, had a cup of coffee and talked quietly, to me. I, told myself it was okay to not be okay, until I was okay. I, let myself off the hook. I, gave the day the rest of the day off. I, told me time that I got this then gave this, a rest.
Today, my heart needed some me. I had been waiting for some you. I think we all need to do less looking, for others. I think we all need to do more looking, more looking out for ourselves.
loving on some me,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 