Normally, I allow myself only ten minutes to be all up in my feelings when something has worked my last nerves.
Any time more than that, to me N-E-Waze, is a huge waste of my life and time.
A bit ago, I called wombie in an angry rampage. Told her I was mad. Told her I was NOT going to put a time limit on my mad. In fact, told her I was fixing to let myself be mad ALL day.
Ha!
Sometimes, beloveds, you just have to say things out loud. Bringing the light to things tends to shine a light on foolishness hiding just beyond the edges of anger, fear, doubt and all their friends. Yep, anxiety and age tried to do an end around and send anger calling.
As you can see, anger has now joined the rest of the riff raff out there, outside, on the porch.
It’s okay to say ow when life hurts…..hmm…..great title piece…..*Cassandra makes a note to write a piece about it really being okay to say ow when life hurts and not be pretending all is ok when it does not feel this way*.
It’s super important, though, to put a limit on being all up in your feelings. Feelings tend to wreak havoc and tear up the joint. Feelings could give a hoot about the future. Future just wants things NOW and storms around like a petulant child.
Once you have yo feels take two or three seats just…
Breathe.
Take a breath.
Let your lungs fill up with something other than your mad and continue to move your mountain. One pebble, at a time. If that’s what it will take.
*Cassandra moves a pebble*
ALL God and Life asks us to do is try. The mountain is not the issue. Never has been. The mountain is just but a flick of the wrist to God, to Life.
The trick is being willing to ask God, to ask Life, to ask yourself, WHY is this mountain still here?
Hmmm.
Ah.
Aha!
Being there is a question, the answer is there, THE answer is there and The Answer is there!!
waiting for the answer while waiting WITH The Answer,
Cassandra
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Why Can't I Be Loud?! 