Never alone: Going in search of me.

I have been looking for something.

I have been waiting for someone.

For months.

For years.

For decades.

Forever, it seems.

I have been looking for it.

I have been waiting for someone.

All my life.

For the whole of my life.

I have asked God if HE knew what I was waiting for.

God knew.

I have asked Life if IT knew who I was waiting for.

Life knew.

Repeatedly, I have asked God to show me what I have been looking for.

Relentlessly, God has used His Right to remain silent.

Relentlessly, I have asked Life to shoe me who I have been looking for.

Repeatedly, Life has used It’s Right to remain silent.

BOTH God and Life remain silent, still.

Still.

Still!

STILL!

So very still, in silence, still, God and Life remain:

Relentless.

Resolute.

Still.

Present.

I, too, remain.

I, too, remain, still.

STILL!

Still, I wait, for it.

I wait, still, for them to come.

Beloveds, do YOU know, of what I have been waiting for?

Beloveds, can YOU tell me, who I have been waiting for?

God and Life knows but neither is telling. How telling.

Ah.

Aha!

waiting still while still waiting,

Cassandra

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