It’s okay to feel.
It’s okay to feel:
Vulnerable.
Ridiculous.
Stupid.
Moronic.
Since when, beloved, are you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sensitive you can’t even be honest?
With, yoiurself?
With, others?
Sometimes we feel stupid because we have done something really stupid!
Don’t get mad at me.
Get annoyed and mad at YOU.
Get you some act right and move forward.
Period.
End of story.
You do NOT beloved, need to take a poll.
You know, full well, when you have allowed your fear, your anger, your irritation, your hurry, your worry, your anxiety, your this, your that, your everything, your other thing help YOU to CHOOSE to run those flaps called YOUR lips.
No, don’t be getting all up in MY face. You the one did the stupid thing.
But, yet, and still, you are NOT your mistake. You are NOT your dumb. Just cuz you wuz actin a fool and acted like a dummy does not make you so.
Get on up, beloved.
Own your stupid.
Laugh.
At, you.
Then, keep it moving.
Life is short.
Time to get back to being about it.
Okay?
Okay.
*Cassandra turned from the mirror, and got back to being about being about it.*
laughing at me while loving you,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Life is short, beloveds. Time to stop giving yourself such a hard time. When you have acted a fool, STOP acting a fool. Apologize. Fix what you broke. If you can’t, take the wounded thing to God and ask Him to fix it. If it can’t be fixed, ask for grace to be able to live with what you broke because you…*shrug*…does not matter why you broke it. Now, after you have asked forgiveness.
Now, after you have gotten some act right. Leave it be. When God forgives, He forgives. Period. End of story. He does not cram your stupid back in your face. He loves you. He gives you extra love knowing you need it due to your being extra hard on yourself.
It is time, don’t you think, for you to be free of the sin that so easily besets you? Free, of the walls you have locked yourself behind? I think it is. I shall continue to pray for your healing. I shall continue to be relentless in prayers for your freedom. In the meantime, know you are loved and you are not alone. Keep on being…YOU.
