It has been sooooooooooooooooooooooo quiet, here lately.
My heart, has been loud.
My dreams, have been louder.
My tears, have flowed freely.
My needs, have boldly asserted themselves.
Yet, God and Life have been quiet.
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo quiet.
The quiet, THEIR quiet, is so loud, right now.
I am trying to okay, with THEIR quiet.
I am learning how, to be silent, when God and Life, grow quiet.
It’s not easy. I am used to being loud. I am used to rushing into the breach, to snatch out this try and that be about and this hard work and that tough circustance.
Lately, God has been gesturing for me to be still. Life has been urging me to be silent.
Why?
I have no idea.
God is quiet.
Life is silent.
The quiet is so loud.
*Cassandra strains to hear. All she can hear is the loud beating, of her heart, as she strains to be silent. Suddenly, a…..*
To be continued?
I have no idea.
Everything is quiet.
I feel as though I am on a precipice.
THE precipice?
I have no idea.
I feel…
Something.
I feel…?
I feel.
I FEEL!
Ah.
Aha!
getting closer to something,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Be still, beloveds, while life is shaking, straining, changing all around you. This shaking is necessary. As you are being re-potted, re-planted, up-rooted, trust The One who is taking care of your heart, your plant…YOU!
The upset/upheaval you feel is nothing more than the necessary shifting from this place to that one. This place, is unfamiliar and feels un-settlingly so. New, places can feel unnerving when you don’t have faith in who/what is in charge of the move.
Embrace, this time. It shall never come again. Enjoy your try. Trying will become fun, when you do. I try. I flop. I laugh. I try, again. I mess up, again. I laugh, again. I try, again. I succeed, just a smidge. I rejoice in my smidge. I try. I lose the smidge. I laugh. I try, again. Rinse. Repeat. Ah. Aha!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 