I have been waging a war…with me.
My heart, my writer, my being, now free, just can’t stop writing, just can NOT stop being…me.
Me, this me, the heart that can NOT contain all these words inside me.
Oh, beloveds, how I have tried, 54 years long, to stop being sooooooooooooooooo much. Ah, beloveds, I have tried, desperately so, to not care so blasted much. Yea, beloveds, I have tried, to keep my care, to the expected, accepted, the quiet minimum.
Yet, ah heart, I just can’t contain these words, this me, God’s oyster cracker, called me:
Sweetpea.
Jaybird.
Cassandra.
Endless yakker.
Oyster cracker.
God’s goulash.
Jesus’ best bud.
the enemy’s fiercest foe.
The worlds’ sister and friend.
Ah.
Aha!
This is ME, Cassandra, Jaybird, Sweetpea, loving me some you, loving me some me, loving me some Him, unapologetically.
I apologize, world, that I can NOT apologize, for being…me.
For, world, I was beautifully, yea wonderfully made, the bible says.
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
I shall continue to live, grow, be unapologetically…
ME!!
*hugs self*
I encourage you, beloveds, to do the same.
Life is short.
Join me.
In being.
Unapologetically…YOU.
being unapologeticaly me,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Keep on being you. Life is much too short to be about being someone else. Folk have a hard enough time trying to be themselves. What the world makes you think you qualified to be them when THEY don’t know why they do half the things they do? Enough of that. Be you. Since there is only one you, may as well enjoy being you, eh? Take care and KNOW, of a surety, that you are nolved and that you are not alone.
