I have been writing about fear, here lately.
Why so much?
Cuz fear keeps trying to visit me.
EVERY where.
I find it wanting to pop up every which way.
Mostly, do to finances. Okay, all the way, right now, due to finances. Daily, here lately, fear and I have been in a whale of a boxing match. Fear has shown up, in my dreams. I wake and pop fear upside the head and tell it to kick rocks.
Then, I would find fear, in the shower. I would drown fear, in the shower.
After getting the day going, I found more stupid fear, patiently waiting for me on the job. Doggedly, I sicked some joy on it and fear took off quick, fast and in a hurry.
Stubbornly, I blasted praise music to give fear something to dance to. It did not like this and stormed outside, pouting about the music being just too lively for it to remain.
For the last little while, fear and I have been throwing haymakers, at one another. God and Life just sit there. Staring. Silent. Nodding, each time I have chosen to go another round. Knowing, I would win the round. Again. And, again. And, again.
How long must I wage war with this fear, my fear? Until it is gone. Until, I have left it, finally, with God and Life. How long will THAT take? Beats me. Til then, I shall continue beating the hooey out of fear EVERY time it shows up.
kicking fear in rear,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Don’t be afraid or ashamed to admit when you are afraid. Look beyond the fear to see what it is that is scarying you half to death. Admit it. Deal with it. Then tell it to go on ahead and take two seats. Life is short. I vowed to never allow fear to let me waste another day paralyzed to move forward. Keep it moving. You can do this. You already have.
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 