It’s hot.
I get cranky when it’s hot.
It’s hot, so I’m cranky.
Tookcmy cranky out on yall and said I wasn’t writing today. Cuz it’s hot, I am cranky and nobody reads the dumb blog anyway.
Which made me cranky with this dumb blog.
Which made me reach for the Lucky Charms.
Empty!
Crap.
NOW, I’m cranky with an empty box, all of yall for no good reason, my blog, with God, with Life, with….EVERYTHING, EVERYBODY AND EVERY OTHER DUMB THING CUZ IT’S HOT!!
Hot, cranky, hungry and annoyed, I contemplated stating that way the whole day.
I drug my contemplative, hot, cranky, hungry, annoyed self to the kitchen to load the dishwasher and make some grilled cheese.
I stomped my hot, cranky, unfulfilled dream self to the Keurig and made myself a cup of coffee to remind myself to keep being good to myself regardless how I felt.
My annoyed self sniffed disdainfully at Irish cream buttered grilled cheese, irritably snatched up a steaming cup of breakfast blend goodness and…
Ah.
Aha!
Reminding myself to keep stacking the days, meaning to keep trying no matter what, I sat back and wondered what to do with the rest of my rescued evening.
Hhmmm.
May as well keep talking to myself in a blog no one reads, in heat that won’t end, Lucky Charmless but lucky to be loved, still.
Cup of coffee, anyone?
hot but here,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Keep going. Even when it’s hot. Especially when it makes no sense. Is crucial when it appears all is lost and nothing shall ever move in your favor. These are signs you are almost there. Keep going!!
