Stupid gnats!

Stupid gnats!

Stupid dreams!

Stupid life!

Stupid heat!

I quit!!

*stamps foot*

*Cassandra quits carrying on and keeps on keeping on*.

Ha!

Fooled you, didn’t I?

No quit in us.

Nope.

Nopers.

It’s hot. Gnats have invaded, my apartment, after maintenance left the door open and did some drywall work. The stuppiiiiddddd gnats about to drive me up ten walls and back. I would like to abandon my apartment to them but there are more bugs outside.

I was/am annoyed enough to tell God, Life, my try, and all of YOU, beloveds, to go ahead and take two seats and kick some rocks. I told God AND Life what in fresh hell is the point when it takes forever to continue to hear and see nothing but frustration on the way to my dreams!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also, the real reason I am carrying on is I finished off the last of the Lucky Charms so have to fight with life on my own and comfort foodless. Darnitall. I do NOT want to take the high road. Not today, anyway.

It’s hot.

I’m old.

It’s hot.

I’m ancient.

It’s hot.

I’m…

You get the drill, right?

Instead of getting all up in my feels, I tricked feels and did the opposite:

I laughed.

I wrote.

I fussed with sis.

I reached out.

Again.

Silence has greeted me.

Again.

*sigh*

I fight on.

Again.

againing,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: When you are ready to give up….DON’T. Nuff said. Carry on…

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