The bill always comes due.

To my surprise, I find myself talking to you. I find myself talking to God. I find myself talking to life. Don’t ask me why. I kicked you all to the curb today. Now I find myself annoyed with me. I care too damn much not to care.

Yesterday the power went out. Due to the heat I imagine. It was hot. I had no power. The gnat0s were winning. I feel powerless. I am powerless.

One bill too many.

One gnat ⁰0too many.

One silent day too many.

I quit I said.

Let somebody else be about being about it.

I’m done giving two damns I said.

The world can kick rocks I said.

God said this too shall pass.

I know I said.

I decided to keep trying instead.

The bill always comes due.

*Cassandra leaves the check with God and keeps on keeping on.*

here barely but here still,

Cassandra

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