I ain’t mad. Am I mad ’cause I ain’t mad?😳🤔

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I ain’t mad.

Am I mad ’cause I ain’t mad?😳🤔

Maybe I should be.

Times past, beloveds, I WOULD be.

I received some news that would have upset me back in the day. In fact, out of habit I started to allow myself to get angry. I told myself I had permission to be super upset about the news. I told myself I was going to allow myself to be as angry as I wanted to be. For as long as I wanted to be!

I told my sister; I am going to spend the day mad! Furious. Righteously indignant!

I waited for anger to come. Wisdom arrived instead. I listened to Wisdom. I reasoned with reason. I talked to God. I lamented with The Universe. I cried with Life.

Then I got up and kept it moving. Life was much too short, I wisely reasoned with myself…lol.

The world would have you act when angry. The world rejoices when we respond out of anger. Why? Because we do dumb things when we respond out of anger. We are open to all kind of attacks when we lash out in anger. We tend to give up sacred ground when we react out of anger.

Anger helps us to walk away from beautiful relationships. Anchor gives us permission to burn down our lives So no other reason than we were angry. How sad? How dumb? I’m done with being dumb.

Stop allowing your anger to yank your chain. Stop blaming anger for the choices you are making. There is just too much anger going on in this world. I choose to let go of my anger. I choose to spend more time loving this world. Even a world that could care less about someone who looks like me.

I ain’t mad. Am I mad ’cause I ain’t mad?😳🤔

content,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: I want to be mad at mom for leaving me alone. I want to be mad at 55 for making me so damned old. I want to be mad at me for carrying so damn much in the first place. Crap…

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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