She’s back!!!

She’s back!!!!

*Cassandra does some serious chair dancing round the room*

YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

Yea, boy!!

She’s back!!!!

*Cassandra snatches up Britta, from across the pond, and does a chair dance*…..heya!!!

*Cassandra swipes up Ashley and does a chair dance just for the fresh hell of it*…

YYYYYYYAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

*Cassandra does some serious chair dancing with every beloved she sees/hears*…..

YYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Hope all have been well. Have taken some moments, many, many, many, moments, in fact, to make sure my chicklets(mind), my heart, my soul, and my spirit took some me time to do whatever in the world I felt like, did not feel like, who gives a hoot who likes it, time for Me, Myself and I!

HA!!!

Yep, beloveds, had to tell Martha to go on head, honey, and take TWO SEATS!

Then, me and Mary have been having a blast resting, resting, resting, resting, resting. And, when we got tired of resting, well, shrug, fresh hell, we rested, rested, rested and rested, some more.

So, am back. Ret for action.

Okay, not ret for action. Am tired, still, from three decades worth of shouting into the void for me, for others. And, also just shouting, for no good reason, for many reasons, for all reasons.

Yep, a sista was, and still is, tired. Yet, I am doing some me time. For, the first time. Time, for it, don’tcha think?

This time, yea, THIS TIME, beloveds for the FIRST time, I don’t feel a bit guilty about looking out, for me.

No, I have NOT been leaping tall buildings, in a single bound. Heck, I have barely scraped my way out of bed to take out trash, run the dish washer, cook and do the every day things we MUST keep doing whether we feel like it or not.

No, I have NOT been fighting alongside the Avengers as they have set about avenging this and that. Have left the cape in the closet, where it is fixin to stay.

No, I have NOT been doing other folks work in trying to get them to be joyful/playful/able/capable. I have prayed for all, and have kept my train moving. Folks have to do their own work. Or, not, then suffer the consequences of not having done said work….*shrug*.

Yes, I have been thinking of, praying for, rooting for, being about it for, you, beloveds.

Yes, I have been carrying my hopes and dreams and prayers and wonderings to God and Life in order for Them to do whatever the heckamia They want to do with them…*shrug*. It’s no longer MY issue or problem to solve.

Nope, once I have laid my heart, my prayers, my hopes, my dreams, my all and all, in the Hands, and at the Feet, of God and Life, well, it then becomes a Them problem. All, I have to do, after that, is to remain hopeful, helpful, prayerful, joyful and let the cards play out as they will, or won’t.

And, if those things don’t find their way, to me….well, hey, that’s completely okay with me.

I have tried the thing, prayed for the thing, did the best I could to procure the thing. The rest will or won’t come out, in the wash, as the old folks used to say.

It has taken years, no, decades, to learn to lay down the shovel, the ax, the weapons, the toil, the strife, the “I have to do it or it will never get done”, “It’s on me or it will never be”, and all other manner of nonsense, and falsehoods we have been fed, by the world, in order to be, have or do.

Ahhh….*yawn*….

*Cassandra hears yet another respite calling out for her*

brb…*Cassandra whispers for folks to take care, to be encouraged, and to keep on keeping on til they need to get off the world and rest a bit*….

still STILL,

Cassandra

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