Tomorrow is mom’s birthday…*sigh*
Have been a big girl, all week, for weeks. Being about it, encouraging folk, working hard, praying for all beloveds even though I have not blogged, outloud.
Weirdly, I have been blogging, in my heart. Sharing, yet not. Not wanting to intrude my sad mom feelings upon folks. Folks have their own lives, their own things to deal with.
I want to celebrate her life. I want to remember all the good times. I want to remember her smile. I want to remember that she really did believe in me. I want to remember all she meant to my life.
I have to work tomorrow. Fitting. Will have to work to pretend that all is well so folks can keep doing some them and I won’t have to feel embarrassed about no one having the energy or want to to have to do them some sad me. Embarrassing.
Happy birthday, mom. Tomorrow…
Cassandra
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Why Can't I Be Loud?! 
Happy birthday to your mum! I still like the idea of your mum and my mum chatting… somewhere. Your mum will always be with you, same way my mum will always feel close. Birthdays and anniversaries are always hard, but also filled with gratitude. Anger, too. Frustration. Yes. But mostly gratitude. Our mums were awesome, Cassandra. And we follow in great footsteps. Sending you love and hugs from across the pond…
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