I’m supposed to be working today. I’m having system issues. I’m getting paid to wait for technical support to call me. Working from home, I can do what I want while I wait as long as I don’t leave the house until after my shift is over.
Lazy of course voted to go lay down. Lady reasoned that since my computer was silent I could get me a nice nap. I told later to shut up. I’ve made lazy wash the dishwasher and go fold the laundry from last night.
Lazy argue with me. I made lately organized the kitchen more. I made lazy clean out the freezer. I found some old ground beef patty’s that were a bit freezer burned. I started to throw them away. I decided to re imagine the ground beef and make something new.
I threw some of this, a hint of that, and a whole lot of what the world is this in my electric skillet. I let things simmer. Lazy simmered with annoyance. So what, I told lazy.
I spent the work day working on me. I spent the work day moving forward. I spent the work day looking in work. I have spent the work day looking upward.
I am finally making work, work for me. That’s been as much time awake as I can. I am no longer sleepwalking through life. I no longer allow noise or distractions, to distract me from living.
No longer worry about or wonder if anyone will ever respond to my reaching out. I guess reach out. I just love. I walk with the universe and enjoy every moment. Those who choose not to engage with me are just missing out, on the awesome life called Cassandra. Not my problem. I have the entire world to love.
I must say, beloveds, my concoction, of old hamburger, five cheese sauce, 🥔, green beans, and a million spices have been bubbling nicely. I hate to go run and eat…
brb🤷♀️,
Cassandra
#HereForSomeCassandraGoulashOfSomeSort
#YourLifeMattersToMe
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