*pout*
Am currently, on punishment.
Scrubbing the bathroom BEFORE work.😳
Why?
I TOLD myself I would NOT wow out on some mini chocolate donuts.
Mom’s birthday on Saturday. She passes Christmas morning 2016 and I have been fighting my way back, every since.
I have been missing her. Terribly so. Yes, I am loving her, in a new way. Yet, this new normal will never be normal, for me.
I am learning, to keep living. Didn’t think I could. I didn’t know how, beloveds.
Now, I do my utmost to encourage others who just don’t know HOW. You don’t need to. Not, yet.
Start, with one step.
Start, with getting out of bed.
Start, by sitting up on the side of the bed.
Start, by turning on a light, if you can’t yet sit up.
Start.
One action.
Just one.
Breathe.
Ah.
Yea, life can hurt.
Yes, Life is good.
Even, when it’s hard.
Speaking of hard, I have to get back to scrubbing this bathroom, before ⚒ work.
Be good to you.
Do NOT allow loss or hard to allow you to CHOOSE things which do not serve you.
Say a prayer for me.
Miss you mom.❤️🩹♥️💋
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 