Life won’t stop lifing, beloveds. So much so I texted my circle this :
Could really use some prayers. Brain fog has it hard to think. Everything looks both backwards and upside down at the same time.
On top of all that, my right cheek is numb making talking all but impossible. Both legs are weak making everything take forever.
Holding the phone is painful but I force myself to blog which helps my mind and hopefully one or two people.
I thought about a good cry but talked to mom and wombie and Jr and played uplifting praise 🎶 music on a loop.
I’m exhausted as have been hospitalized three times since April.
I refuse to give up or give in to a pity party. I’m going to keep it moving the best I can.
I’m standing ten toes down on FAITH, HOPE, LAUGHTER and LOVE.
I’m living my best life. Be encouraged. Have an amazing rest of your weekend. I love me some you. We got this and God has got us all. Cassandra. 🥰
I just stopped by to encourage someone. Starting with me.
I’m grieving the woman I can no longer be.
I’m not sad so much as missing the ease of life.
I miss being able to take a long shower. Alone.
I miss my warbling serenade to all the neighbors.
I miss long drives.
I miss a quiet cup of ☕️ coffee in the middle of the night.
Heckamiah, I miss me! The old me. The boring me.
I wonder if I’m the only one. I think not.
I’m going to sit out some coffee ☕️, some tea and some snacks.
I’ll have your chair waiting.
In case no one has told you today: I love you and God loves us all
here as best I can,
Cassandra
Ah, God, what do we do with us now. Asking for A Friend…
