Category: hope

Tears were my meat, yesterday.

Tears.

Tears.

More, tears.

The floodgates, have been opened.

Wide.

Enlarged.

Tears of, grief.

Tears of, joy.

Tears of, thanksgiving.

Thankful for, the hard.

Grateful for, knowledge, gained.

Hopeful for, journey’s, next corner.

Tears, ah, they stream, now, today.

Tears of, appreciation, for disappointment.

Thankful for, disappointment.

Grateful for, knowledge gained, from being disappointed seemingly.

Hopeful for, journey’s, next bend.

Yes, tears were my meat, yesterday.

Ah, today, joy has been, my bread.

I am satisfied, with both hard and disappointment.

I am unsatisfied, with any scrap of timidity in doing what is needed, what is right, what is just.

I choose to.

I have to.

I must.

I shall.

I will.

I do.

tearfully,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

#HereForIt

Note: Disappointment visits us all. Triumphant folk simply REFUSE to entertain it for long. Victorious folk use the fuel, of disappointment to fuel his/her/their relentless pursuit of excellence. Be encouraged.

Ehem, you KNOW the drill by now. Sheesh:

I love you.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU.

Love someone.

Start with you.

Let me know how you are doing. I mean it. Don’t make me break out in song. I will do it, people!🎤🥰

Free: Universe let me soar!

Me: Universe let me soar!

Universe: Where would you like to go?

Me: Everywhere!

Universe: Let’s go…

Beloveds, your sights have been set much too low! Get about getting about it! The Universe is waiting on YOU! This is not a pep talk. This is a mandate, from The Universe, to get that:

Dream. Home. Relationship. Peace. Joy. Friendship. Fellowship. Destiny.

Notice, money was not mentioned. Hard will meet you. No matter. Go. Hard is only producing diamonds, in your shoes, as you walk.

Go on. You CAN. You WILL. I go with you.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Do you REALLY need one after THAT!? Smh.

Free: God, let me, fly!

Me: God, let me fly!

God: Fly!

Me: How can I fly when finances, or lack thereof, are keeping me down?!

God: I gave you what you need. Fly, beloved.

Me: All I have is this old voice, in this broken down body, speaking from an old/dated balcony.

God: MORE than enough! Fly! The Universe is calling. The world is waiting for YOU. Go now. Fly!

Me: I shall try.

God: Bet!

*Cassandra takes a leap of faith, opens her 🚪 door, stands on her balcony and says*:

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Fly, beloveds. Right where you are. YOU are the very miracle you have been praying for.

Go! – Part II

Go! – Part II https://www.instagram.com/reel/CwEzuwlof90/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Go!

Life is short.

No time to waste, beloveds.

The rest of your life is waiting for you. Get gone!

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Hold on: Vertigo.

Having vertigo is a pain.

Navigating a world that feels like an appears to be spinning, when it’s not, is a pain.

Yet, life is good. I pray, for healing. I keep it, moving.

Why mention this?

To encourage folk to keep on keeping on. Even when their world appears to be spinning.

Yes, it’s a pain forever hoping, dreaming, trying to move the seeming immovable objects and forces.

It’s in the TRY, where we grow. The spinning is just the test and trial.

We SHALL, beloveds, keep on spinning those diamonds, in our shoes, as we keep moving:

Forward.

Upward.

Onward.

Be encouraged.

Be an encouragement to someone else.

Helping someone remove a pebble, from their mountain also removes a pebble from yours!

The high heat and humidity apparently makes this vertigo lose it’s mind, at times. Sheeeesh.

I have determined to be determined and encourage as many folks as I can when I am the most discouraged and disappointed. Thus, here I am:

Discouraged.

Disheartened.

Determined.

I have been ssssooooooooooooo angry with ME for not knowing HOW so I can know what to DO.

Ack, Cassandra!

*stamps foot*

Think I shall work this frustration off organizing something, somewhere. Crap!!

Okay, so lemme find some encouraging words somewhere before I frustrate us all…

brb,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Hold in. Even as the world turns…

  • I miss my stister and my brother.❤️
    God, I miss my stister and my big brother 💔😭 Wednesday, October 21, 2026 Beloveds, I’m going to tell you something about grief. Sometimes there isn’t anything beautiful to say. Sometimes there isn’t a lesson waiting patiently at the end of your tears. Sometimes your heart is simply broken. And all you can manage is: … Continue reading I miss my stister and my brother.❤️ →
  • Jealous of the Angels
    Sis and big bro, I miss you both. Ah, God, why must I pay this heartbroken 💔 toll/tax. waiting for ESPECIALLY, Cassandra #YourLifeMattersToMe Note 📝: This is for every hurting 💔 heart ❤️‍🩹
  • I almost did🙁.
    Note📝: Rough morning, but here… *sigh* Beloveds, I wanted to scream. I almost did🙁. I want to cry. I almost did🙁. I wanted to throw something. I almost did🙁. I wanted to rail at fate. I almost did🙁. I wanted to holler at the draft that makes staying warm impossible. I almost did🙁. I wanted … Continue reading I almost did🙁. →
  • Footprints in the Sand
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  • God, how do I mend a/this this broken heart?💔
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  • Leave it.
    Beloveds, Fear? Leave it. Anger? Leave it. Discouragement? Leave it. Door won’t open? Leave it. Anxiety? Leave it. Despair? Leave it. Apathy? Baggage too heavy? Haters won’t leave you be? Leave it/ them. Folk won’t support/ go with. Leave it/them. Life is short, beloveds. We got thangs to do. STOP ✋🏿 beating yourself up over … Continue reading Leave it. →
  • Keep it moving.
    Beloveds, Keep it moving. Keep it up. Keep it 💯. Keep it positive. Keep it positive. Keep it joyful. Keep it positive. Keep it hopeful. Keep it keeping on. Keep it going. Keep persistent. Keep it prayerful. Keep it private. Positive? Keep it. Hopeful? Keep it. Persistent? Keep it. Prayer? Keep it. asking for A … Continue reading Keep it moving. →
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    Potty Wars, Part 3: The Nap-Time Ambush! 🛏️🚨🤣 Note: Still  I rise. Be encouraged… Sunday, October 18, 2026 — 6:00 PM Beloveds, I need somebody to explain something to me. Since WHEN did taking a nap become a contact sport?! 🤣🤣🤣 I was minding my business. Well. That was the plan. After everything that had … Continue reading Potty Wars, Part 3: The Nap-Time Ambush! 🛏️🚨🤣 →
  • God/changed my plans, beloveds.
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  • Potty Wars, Part 2: Ref Pain Wins a Round! 🏆🚽🤣
    Note: Pain won’t leaf me alone. Laugh with me… Potty Wars, Part 2: Ref Pain Wins a Round! 🏆🚽🤣 Sunday, October 18, 2026 — 12:00 PM Beloveds, I have some news. And I need everybody to remain calm. Because Ref Pain has won a round. Yes. You read that correctly. Won. W-O-N. And I am … Continue reading Potty Wars, Part 2: Ref Pain Wins a Round! 🏆🚽🤣 →
  • Let go, Cassandra, God said to me.
    Me: I’ve lost my grip!😱 God: Let go, Cassandra. I gotchu. 👀 Me: I cannot grip my quad cane!!😭 God: I know. Let go. I gotcha 👌. Me: You don’t understand! How can I get around with NO grip!!!🤯 God: Did I not promise to carry you and all that concerns you when you cannot … Continue reading Let go, Cassandra, God said to me. →

Promised Land: Go. Get the giants out!

God gave you the promised land. Yet, there are giants there. We were meant to CONQUER the giants and SEIZE OUR LAND!

Get up now!

Go!

Pursue!

Defeat:

Fear. Doubt. Fatigue. Lack. Feeling unworthy. Apathy. Despair. Disappointment.

Claim your prize! The Universe is calling you! Stop settling and go! Now! Hurry! Run, beloveds!

MY dreams are held up by you not pursuing YOURS! We CAN do this. We MUST. I will. Will YOU? Ah, beloveds, this world is bleeding to death where all can see. Go now…

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Time to get it. GO!

Anyway: The most important word in the world.

Anyway.

I’m hot.

I keep going.

Anyway.

I’m tired.

I keep trying.

Anyway.

I don’t understand.

I do.

Anyway.

My love is not often return.

I love.

Anyway.

I don’t know HOW to monetize my dreams.

I dream anyway.

I don’t know when to run so as not to fatigue myself.

I go.

Anyway.

I don’t know what to do with my mom sad.

I love her, in my new normal.

One step.

Anyway.

One step.

Anyway.

One step.

Anyway.

No matter what.

Anyway.

Nevertheless.

Anyway.

However.

Anyway.

I have learned HOW to be content, EVERYWHERE. Yet, not.

How?

Ah.

Aha!

Keep asking.

Anyway.

I love you, beloveds. So very much. Be encouraged. I say this, every day. I mean this. Every day.

Remember alway:

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU.

I got you.

Go! – Part I

Go! – Part I https://www.instagram.com/reel/CwEsTUZoSgx/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Go!

Run!

Hurry, beloveds!

The Universe awaits you.

Cassandra

Free: Fear, turn loose, of my heart ♥.

Me: Let me go, fear!

Fear: You won’t make it.

Me: Turn me loose, fear!

Fear: You are too old.

Me: Hit the bricks, fear!

Fear: You don’t know how.

Me: Leave me be, fear!

Fear: NO one will EVER love you.

Me: Get away from me NOW, fear!

Fear: You never heard from God/Life/The Universe.

Me: Take two seats fear!

Fear: Your dreams will NEVER come true.

Me: So what! I shall try til I die, fear! GO!!

Fear:…*slinks away in fear of one who is now fearless*

fearless,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Ah, beloveds, time to tell ALL your fears to go ahead and kick rocks! Ah, beloveds, is time to wake up and live your dreams, out loud. Fearless. Unapologetically. I love you.

Remember alway:

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU.

One step.

One step.

One step.

When disappointment makes an appointment.

When disappointment makes an appointment, tell it you are busy.

When frustration shows up, show it the door.

When fear makes it’s way your way, tell it ‘no way’.

Then:

Move forward.

Keep on.

Launch out.

Take The Universe’s Hand, and enjoy every moment for the rest of your life.

Nuff said,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Yesterday was hard. So what? Keep it moving…