Category: Running

When Is Now

“How much longer will you continue to say not yet?” Tabitha Brown.  What an absolute beautiful follow up to yesterday’s post about getting out of our own way, I swear I can’t make up the timing of when these messages come through. We are clearly being told: We are the ones holding ourselves back. We […]

When Is Now

Beloveds, I just HAD to share this blog! So timely! EVERY time my heart ♥ has needed encouragement, she ALWAYS knows what to say. Amazing! Be encouraged. She is right! Let’s get to doing thangs, aite?🥰😂

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Uh, oh, yall. My heart so full of love, today, I fear I am fixing to make it rain, up in yall inboxes.😁💯♥️💋🤷‍♀️

Start fresh.

I woke.

Early.

Refreshed.

Ah.

Feels good.

I have left yesterday, with yesterday.

Me and today, have thangs to do.

As do you.

Get to doing your thangs.

Uh, oh!

I feel silly wanting to get all up in me, today.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Laugh.

Live.

Love.

Start fresh.

Forget what happened, yesterday.

You and today, got thangs to do.

Get to it.

getting to it with you,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: What the world you still doing here?! Get going. Love someone, today. Start with you. Asking for A Friend…

Lesson learned.

So, that just happened!

*pout*

*Cassandra stares at her now water bed, after spilling water, evvvvvverywhere!*…hhmm…*Cassandra kisses a last nap goodbye*

*pout*

The Universe told me to change the sheets.

Lazy, I told The Universe, I would change the sheets on Saturday.

The Universe got jokes, today.

Sheesh!

Lesson learned.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Are you kidding?! Best change the sheets, when told to do so. Also, keep on keeping on, no matter what!

Yesterday, was hard. So what? Today, is a new day. Laugh, in this day. Love, in this day. Start with you. Move on, to me. Then? Beats me. Let’s go love on folk, shall we?

Keep believing in YOU!

Keep believing in YOU! https://www.instagram.com/reel/CySBQVeusfj/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

I have to tell you this piece had ME fired up!

Keep believing in YOU, beloveds.

caring for your life,

Me

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: How you needing a note after that?!

Thanks.

Thanks, wombie.

For, watching my back.

Thanks, fam.

For, loving me.

Thanks, friends.

For, caring for a blockhead, like me.

Thanks, Father.

For, loving me, mess ups and all.

Thanks, Universe.

For, believing I could ask and receive.

Thanks, me.

For, trying.

Thanks, beloveds.

For, taking the time, to be loved by a goofhead, like me.

I thank you.

all my love,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: It’s good to give thanks. Who are you grateful for? Let them know. Love someone. Start with you. And the people said:

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Dear 55: May I tell you the truth?

Dear 55,

May I, tell you the truth?

You will be coming soon, for me. I look forward to your coming.

That said, I don’t want to celebrate you with fanfare. Truth be told, all I want to do is spend the day alone. Doing nothing. I don’t want to cake. I don’t want balloons. I don’t want a special meal. I just want silence. All day.

I don’t know why. Correction, I didn’t know why. Until, today. It’s because mom won’t be here to celebrate with me. Ah, mom.

I don’t know why that is. Mom wasn’t here for my 50th birthday. Still, I celebrated. I’m not sure why I don’t want to celebrate this year. At least, not around people. I guess it’s because the one person I want to spend the day with is no longer here. Sigh.

I still don’t know how to do this life without my mom. I feel so inadequate to the task. I’m trying to be a big girl. All I want to do, however, is to be a little girl crying for her mom. I can’t do that. I have a life to live. Mom of one that for me. I want that. For me.

Dear 55, I wait for you. What shall we do with my day? Ask mom for me, would you please?

Sigh,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: there are no words…

Note 2: it’s okay to miss loved ones. Yet, we have to keep on living. Life is short. Live it well. I don’t know what I will do on my birthday. Who knows what the day may bring…

The Universe said ask.

The Universe: Ask.

Me: I am afraid.

The Universe: Ask.

Me: I may fail.

The Universe: Ask.

Me: I will.

asking,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Hhmm…

Until…

Until…

You lose the one thing, you never thought, you could…live without.

Until…

You turn loose of, the one person, you never thought, you could…breathe without.

Until…

You walk away, from the one dream, you never thought, you could…survive without.

You will never know…you can:

Live.

Breathe.

Survive.

Ah.

Aha!

I have lost.

A lot.

I have given.

A lot.

I have loved.

A lot.

I have been hated.

A lot.

So what?

I shall love.

A lot.

I shall give.

A lot.

For how long?

Until…

I have, lost.

I have, turned loose.

I have, walked away.

From:

Fear.

Doubt.

Apathy.

until,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Until, I have told this whole damn world, you are loved and you are not alone, I write. Alone. I care. Alone. Yet, I am NOT alone. Yet, I am loved. So are you. Call me a fool, if you must. I am. #HisGoofhead #HereForIt

Ask for what you want.❤

Ask for what you want.❤ https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyMpiezOucN/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

😁🤣

Decided to ask. For ME…hehe.

Don’t be afraid to ask. Who knows what the answer may be?

asking,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Take the hint…hahahaha. Just kidding. Of course, you may, if you like. Life is short. I’m doing all I know, and letting Life take care of the rest.

I was telling God I have no idea how to monetize ME. Who the world want to pay for THIS?! 🤣. Why, I am enough free.🤣🤣🤷‍♀️. Be encouraged. The world needs more of me, dontchathink?

Remember:

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Nuff said.

Be encouraged. You are loved. You are not alone. https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyMcYSgO7Cd/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Nuff said,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe