Don’t be afraid of your lonely.

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I have been lonely lately. I don’t know why. Normally I enjoy being alone.

I am learning to sit with my lonely and talk to her. I ask her why she is lonely. I asked her what she would like to do with her life. I ask her what she needs from me.

She sighs.

She looks at me in a longing way.

I don’t know what she longs for.

I don’t know what my heart is longing for right now.

I used to be afraid of feeling such as this. I turned the noise up loud so as not to hear feelings like this.

Now I sit.

Now I listen.

Lonely has been awfully loud lately.

I think I shall take lonely and go sit with The Universe. I shall ask The Universe to speak with lonely.

It would be easy if I could work my way out of lonely. I have tried. It hasn’t work. Lonely obviously has something it wishes to say to me. I shall listen.

listening to my lonely,

Cassandra,

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Listen to your lonely. Don’t fill the space with distraction or other people. Sometimes, your heart needs to speak to and be with just you. Many are terrified of themselves. Don’t be, beloveds.

Don’t be ashamed of who you are. Don’t be ashamed of where you are. If you have been or done some not so nice things, forgive yourself. Make things right, if you can. Ask forgiveness then begin again. Stop shaming yourself for things you were ashamed of doing.

God loves you when you are loving. God loves you when you have been not so much. He loved you. Period. Let yourself out of the jail you have placed yourself in. You hurt. So, you hurt someone else. Unfortunate.

Be encouraged. We are NOT our mistakes. We are NOT our pain. You do yourself a disservice when you lock away your heart. Let folk in. Begin again. Okay? Asking for A Friend.

Remember:

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being… YOU

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