I’m afraid.
Will admit this off top.
I have done my best to not get down on myself. Much.
I have allowed myself to FEEL this terribly terrifyingly mystifying fear.
For days. Until. Ah! Until had to show up.
Until:
I realized I was listening to a bunch of lies.
Why?
Because I was, I AM doubting ME. Not so much my circumstances but my ability to overcome them.
Ah.
I tell myself I am too old.
I tell myself it will never happen for me.
I tell myself your posse will never show up for you.
Today, I arose and told lies and fear to shut the hell up and to take the hell with them.
At that time, fear became my friend. A reminder that I CAN. That I WILL. That I am loved. That I am NOT alone!
Ha!
I choose.
Hhmm.
God and Life are super smart. They know fear will drive you to THE one thing it can never defeat or stand upon.
Huh? You haven’t figured out what THE 🗝 key is to defeating fear?
Your heart is screaming the answer, beloveds. I shall reveal tomorrow, maybe, if you come calling. It’s the one Aha! you really need to discover for yourself. It will mean more.
If your current circumstances have you doubting, down and afraid…*shrug*
It’s okay. That fear, that foe, will soon turn into your friend. It will cause you to fight for you and will teach you many lessons.
In the meantime, KNOW:
You CAN.
You WILL.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU
standing,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Be encouraged. We got this.
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
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