Disheartened: Everybody is going through something.

Full of D’s today:

Disheartened.

Disappointed

Discomfited.

Not, despairing.

Just…😢🥹💔😭

I want to cry. I won’t 

Yesterday, I found out where I need to go for a vascular consultation has discontinued it’s wheelchair assistance. Now, a person will have to find a way to go inside and get their own wheelchair.

Tough luck for those needing a wheelchair brought out and pushed to their destination 

We had to cancel the appointment. I’ll have to figure something out. We were just too tired.

Then, had to go get fitted for eyeglasses 🕶

It was not accessible. There was no ramp. Am sure there was probably one at the ends of the long walkway.

I had to walk with my quad cane to my chair. I cannot walk long distances….*sigh*

I felt discarded. Yet, another D to add to my list.

Truthfully, the world cares not for the disabled.

The world 🌎 champions and exalts the able-bodied. The beautiful. The monied. The athletic.

The rest of us can kick rocks,  apparently.

Lastly, my views have gone back to the very few. Truly, it felt like I had finally turned the corner, beloveds.  I thought my try was FINALLY making an impact. I thought Cassandra was finally having an impact somewhere, somehow.

Shit. I’m embarrassed. I think

Still, I think I’ll go climb on The Father’s Lap, today.

Who wants to go with me…

shaken but not stirred,

Cassandra

Note 📝: Be encouraged. Remember that you are loved and you are NOT alone! I see you, beloveds. Especially the few who always seem to be around. You give me ⛽️ fuel to keep shouting my love for the world 🌎into the void.🥹

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