Author: Cassandra S.

True that!

True that!

Give yourself your all.

Try.

Try.

Then, try again!

Stop giving up on yourself so easy, beloveds!

Nothing worth having comes easy.

The more I fill myself with positive music, thoughts, prayers, support from others, love for/from myself, the more I grow patient as I await what God and Life and The Universe has in store for the remainder of my life.

I am anticipating…hmmm….don’t know. I just know it feels good to be anticipating instead of dreading what come next.

Life is short.

Get on out there and keep trying.

Don’t waste time drinking the hateraide of haters and naysayers. Tell them ‘nah’ and keep it going!

going with you,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Okay, so after that rousing speech you should already be gone living you some life, beloveds. Smh.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

I’m going to make it!

Nuff said.

So will you!

Keep going.

going with you,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: The year has started. It feels like I have not started with it. I am ready to be doing new things but find myself doing the same things, still. Still! Crap. Ack!!

I keep asking The Universe to help me figure out the HOW so I can do the WHAT so I can BE!!!!

Egads!

Yikes!

Until then, I continue to strive, grow, cry, fuss, fume, laugh, rejoice, do, be, LIVE, love and laugh. Then, I rinse and repeat.

doing until,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: If this piece feels unfinished, well, it’s because I am discombobulated and feeling unfinished. Ack. I feel alive, though. I feel free, though. I feel love, though. Though, I am not yet there, I am still…here!

Ah.

Aha!

Enjpoy your HERE, beloveds, whilst you are waiting to get to your THERE. I am learning to enjoy myself in the meantime. It’s not easy. In fact, there are days when I want to tell The Universe to kick rocks and leave me alone and let me just livinga boring life where I am NOT forever hopeful and optimistic and believing. Let m be like many who are half alive who….the heck with that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Live, beloveds. Yes, it hurts when dreams keep laughing at us. Live, anyway. Tell your dreams you SHALL wrestle them down and enjoy them.

Be encrouraged. You got this. God and The Universe has us all. Love someone. Starting with you. Asking for A Friend.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Today has been a good day.🤗

Today has been a good day.🤗

Nuff said.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Took today just to rest. That’s it. No being about being about it. No fighting 🐯 and wrestling 🤼‍♀️ with 🐻. Nope. Nada. Nuttin. Just resting.

It’s important to give yourself a good no me not about to do nuffin type of day. Write weirdly. Make something stupid. Be silly. There is always time to do the serious.

Be encouraged and remember you are loved and you are not alone. Keep on being you.

Stop bugging me, God!:Stay open to The Universe.

Yikes!

Egads!

Every since I had to have drywall fixed, under the sink, I have been having to fight with bugs.

Yikes!

Egads!!!!!!!!!

I hate bugs!!!!!!

Almost daily, it seems, I find myself hooting and hollering, raging at The Universe, fighting with my Thanos sized can of bug spray, whilst attempting to finger snap these dumb things out of existance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It also feels as if God and The Universe keeps bugging me by revealing past issues and unresolved issues/feels that have been preventing me from moving forward.

EEEEEEGGGGGGGGGAAAAADDDDDS!!!

I now find myself hooting and hollering, raging at The Universe, at God, at this, at that, at me, at you, at Life, at work, at me again, at Life again, at….whew….rinse….repeat, at…

You get my point.

Still, in the midst of all the raging and hooting and hollering, I find myself:

Growing.

Going.

Believing.

Receiving.

Acknowledging.

Feeling…

Feeling?

Hmmm.

Ah!

Aha!

I used to squash my feelings into some drawer that I would get to ‘later’. Later never came. So, I found myself a ball of unresolved what the world is this feels. I am thankful that God and The Universe keeps on bugging me to continue to heal and to grow.

I am looking forward to my future. I am enjoying my present. I am embracing all this hard. I have asked, though, for God and The Universe to teach me some lessons on a beach whilst feeding me grapes!

Be encouraged, beloveds. Don’t give up yet. Not just yet. I find myself on an encouragement kick. I need it. Now, more than ever. I feel the days running away. How many do I have, God? Universe?

I want to see what it FEELS like to be living my dream outloud. Ah, God. Won’t You come down and hang with me as I wait for You to…*shrug*. Just come kick it with me.

waiting patiently kinda/sorta,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Be encouraged. Keep going. You got thangs to do. Enjoy you in the meantime. We only get one go around.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Repeat after me: Hey, Monday!

Repeat after me:

Hey, Monday!

This SHALL be a great day.

I CHOOSE.

I will give the best that I have. This shall be enough for me.

I shall handle stressful situations without stressing out. I know I can overcome all that happens in this day.

I refuse to allow lazy to keep me from pushing forward. I will try whether I feel like it or not.

I can.

I will.

Life maybe hard today. So what? I eat hard for breakfast!

Now, get out there and happen to your Monday, beloveds.

Don’t you EVER allow yourself to complain about the start of your week! Your week shall be full of all the miracles and moments you have been asking and waiting for.

The problem is too many are too afraid to move from fear of making mistakes. So what?! Get out there and get things wrong til you get your thangs right!!

doing thangs with you,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

🗒: You STILL here!? Get going!!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being… YOU

Use what you have: You can do it.

I ran out of trash bags.

Again.

I forgot to order trash bags.

Again.

Crapola.

So, now I have to use left over delivery bags. Yea, I know, they are smaill and ugly.

So what?

They are suiting my NEED.

Oftentimes, folks tend to want to dress up things. They want to run around in flash because they feel like a bit of less than, deep inside.

I used to feel that way.

Deep inside, where no one else could see, hear, or no. Yet, I KNEW. I hid. From, me. From, God. From, Life. I gave my all, inside secretly feeling as if my all was ugly, like a little delivery bag that was no good for anything but carrying just a bit of this and that.

Over time, a LOT of time, and healing, and healing, and healing, and time, and time, and a whole lotta aggravation, I have come to learn that I am more than enough. My life. My thoughts. My heart. My this. My that. My all that makes me….ME.

I.

Am.

Enough.

How great is that?

I, me, Cassandra, whodathunkit?!

It seems as if we spend a lifetime, chasing after validation. Does he love me? Does she think about me? Does the job respect me? Did mom love me? Does dad care for me?

On and on and on we ask for love everywhere but where we need to start: Within!

If we can’t love ourselves, how the world can we expect to be able to RECEIVE or feel love from anyone else? Answer: We can’t!!

Know, beloveds, KNOW:

You are enough.

Period.

End of story.

Continue to rewrite and reimagine your life. WE frame what we see.WE perceive events that happen to and for us. WE can change things, change our perceptions, whenever WE choose.

We are NOT helpless and hapless victims of circumstances.

Use what you have.

Create new things out of old things.

Keep on keeping on.

We got this.

We ain’t done yet, beloveds. We got thangs to do!

doing thangs with you,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToYou

Note: It’s imperative to remain focused when your feels get all feely on you. Else, you will be believing lies and foolishness that it’s over for you and your dreams. Ha!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

It is well.

It is well.

It IS well.

It is WELL!

I was all up in my feels, beloveds. I was soooooooooooooo busy fretting about where I thought I wasn’t that I could not enjoy where I currently was.

I was/am:

Safe.

Present.

Loved.

Cherished.

Hopeful.

Helped.

Not alone.

Free.

Capable. 

Able.

Strong.

Steady.

Steadfast.

Joyful.

Resourceful.

Resilient.

It is well.

It is!

We can do this thing called life.

We can.

We will.

We are:

Loved.

Not alone.

We shall:

Keep on being…US!

believing,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Keep going…

Fear, you have a problem.

Fear, you have a problem.

Fear, I am a problem.

Fear, I am YOUR problem.

I plan on botherin’ you, fear.

I plan on defeating you, fear.

I plan on pestering you, fear.

On the daily, fear.

ALL day, fear.

Day in and day out, fear.

Yea, fear, you most definitely have a problem…

ME!

bring a problem for fear,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Sometimes, beloveds, you have GOT to put fear in its place. Sometimes, you have GOT to put fear into its proper perspective. Sometimes, you have GOT to let fear know who runs your show. Fear, you do NOT run me!

Be encouraged.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being… YOU!

What a fantastic writer!

Kill Your Darlings

Beloveds, I came across a fantastic piece! I could not find where to respond so figured I would share his piece.

Outstanding! He made me want to make a pot of coffee and spend the night with his words. Made me think. Ow!

I have been hankering to share other’s pieces to get more eyeballs on them. We need each other’s stories. Can’t wait to read more.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Turn it into something good.

Frustration woke me up this morning.

I was tired.

I was hungry.

I was too tired to fix something to eat or make coffee.

I started work tired, hungry and coffee-less!…*gasp*.

I faked it til I made it.

I called my sis and told her I was tired. Said I did NOT want to go another year THIS way. Yet, I could not even say what THIS even was…

Dissatisfaction?

Frustration?

Whattheworldisthisness?

I knew not.

Talking helped. In times past, I would have ‘sucked it up’ and kept my feels, to myself. I would have been supportive and loved on folk, all the while being tore up from the floor up.

I don’t do that anymore. Now, I share. Now, I do the best I can to encourage folk when I am THE most discouraged. Why? I figure if I could be so down, when having so much and KNOWING, how are other folks feeling who don’t yet KNOW they are loved and not alone?

So, I drag my feels with me in encouraging folk to hang in there. Things really WILL be alright, beloveds. Until they are though:

Have faith.

Be encouraged.

Talk to someone.

Write.

Read.

Pray.

Sing.

Take a walk.

Take out the trash.

Wash the dishes.

Do the laundry.

In short, keep on living. Life is good. Even when it’s hard. Turn your not so hot, into something good.

You CAN.

You WILL.

So shall I.

making chocolate chip cookies from lemons,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Okay, really? Get out there and LIVE. Enjoy the rest of your weekend. I have had my sad. Now, I shall enjoy the rest of my day. Don’t let sad or any other feels keep you from embracing and enjoying your moments. We got this.

You are loved and not alone.