Tag: lifestyle

Everything will be okay.

I have been anxious. I don’t know why.

Okay, I know why, beloveds, but pretending I don’t so I won’t have to admit I don’t know what to do about this 🗻 mountain I have not been able to make ANY headway up/over/around.

Since I couldn’t move my 🗻 mountain, I decided to see what I could do to remove a pebble or two from someone else’s.

Insodoing, I find my 🗻 mountain doesn’t look as daunting as it did a while ago.🥰

Life is short. Enjoy your day. Even the mountainous parts!

I made ☕ coffee and invited anxious to tell me what all the fret and fuss was about. Anxious stomped off in a huff. 🤷‍♀️ 😂

We shall all be alright, aite?

Take care of your beautiful heart.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: We got this.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Stuck.

I’m stuck. I texted this to my support:

I’m scared to take the last step I need to start my channel. I’m scared I will fail. I’m scared no one will care. I’m scared period. I’m mad at myself for being afraid. I’m stuck and not sure how to move past this part. What do I do with me now? Asking for a friend.

If anyone knows the answer, let me know. My fraidy 🙀 cat I awfully afraid just now. No idea why. Crapola.😳🙀🤡🧓

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: I don’t know what to do with me today. I have tried EVERYTHING. Jiminy Crickets and Holy  Jehosephat. Oh, yea, be encouraged to those who need it.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

You are loved.

Just stopped by to send some love.

Have a wonderful day. Do something just for YOU.  Cut yourself some slack. Take some time to rest. Stop feeling guilty for having the need to rest a bit. I have been fighting this phenomenon for days.

I think these constant storms are finally taking their toll.

Be encouraged, beloveds. We are loved.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: 💋❤️🙏

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Stop worrying!

Nuff said.


Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Don’t worry, beloveds. Everything really will be alright. The 🌎 world seems upside down and unwieldy. It’s not. There are just a lot of folks chasing 🛍 💵 and trampling over everyone along the way.

Be encouraged. Keep moving FORWARD. Keep looking UP. Remember that you are loved and not alone.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

You are.

I NEEDED to hear these words today. I have been feeling anything but.

I feel less than. I know that’s not true. It just FEELS true today.

Instead of brushing these feelings away, beloveds, I have decided to sit with them a while.

In the meantime, I just stopped by to give some care. I could use a bit of care today. I don’t know why.

My sad is not so much sad. Just looking around for a connection I can’t seem to find. I wonder if I am the only one?

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: In case no one has told you today: I love you.  So does He.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Trying to be still.

Trying to be still.

Trying to have hope.

Trying sure can be trying!😳

trying still,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Only someone who has or is truly going through it will understand this piece. Hang in there. We got this.

Am currently sitting here trying not to try so damned hard. I am getting in my own way. I’m digging up plants to see if they are growing. Metaphorically, of course. I keep telling myself to chill. I have time. 56 keeps reminding me that 57 is showing up after a while!

Be encouraged, beloveds. We have time. I think.🥰😁⚒️😂

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Keep showing up.

Keep showing up.

For you.

Keep showing up.

For them.

Keep showing up.

You will never know when your breakthrough will break through!

Keep showing up.

Despite the silence.

Keep showing up.

In spite of the resistance.

You will never know when your dreams will show up and show out!

You can do this thing called life, beloveds. In the meantime…

Keep showing up.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: You got this.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Make bad ones if you have to.

My nerves wanted to keep me in bed. They said, why should you try today?

I told myself, I’m going to try. I made an especially bad video this morning. It made me laugh. I’m going to have fun editing it.

We have to give life something to edit. We have to be willing to mess up. We have to be willing to give life a heaping pile of mess. How else will we learn and grow?

Have FUN with your mistakes. Enjoy your failures. You are going to make enough of them anyway!🤣

My nerves are soooooooooooo shot. Why? The financial news is not getting better. Hence 56 is growing a bit nervous. I keep telling her we have time.

Life is short. Let’s make the most of the ones we have, eh, beloveds?

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: We got this. Let’s get it!!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Be still.

The 🔮 future is silent. She won’t speak to me. I want to make her.

God is silent. He won’t tell me what He is up to. I want to shake Him.

56 is afraid she will be left behind. I am shaken.

Fear: Run!

God: Be still.

Doubt: Hide!

Life: Be still.

Circumstances: Nobody gives a hoot.

The Universe: Be still.

Storms: We ain’t going nowhere.

My heart: Be still.

56: Let’s get the heck out of here.

57: Be still.

*Cassandra looks at the storms raging within/without, tells all doubters to shut it, and heads for a cup of ☕ coffee*

Be still, beloveds. This too shall pass. We are loved. We are NOT alone. We CAN. We WILL.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Tears were my 🥣 breakfast this morning. I let them fall. I am not strong. Then again, beloveds, I don’t have to be.

Uncertainty does NOT mean certain destruction is imminent. It just means you can’t see what’s up ahead.

Keep moving FORWARD. Keep looking UP. Keep standing ten toes down on FAITH. Keep standing on business.

Get in your gratefuls. I am thankful for the hard. It keeps me on my knees. It keeps me from donning a cape. It keeps me from hiding. It keeps me from running. It keeps me fighting for ME. It keeps slapping me awake so I can live my life with INTEGRITY and INTENTION.

I put on some praise and worship to get this party started since all kind of foolishness wants to barge in to get me to look everywhere but up. I don’t think so. Homie don’t play that!

Be encouraged. Nothing is over. We just getting started! I love you. So does He.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Be willing.

Be willing.

To hear from your critics.

Be willing.

To listen to your fears.

Be willing.

To sit with your doubts.

Be willing.

To be vulnerable.

Be willing.

To be redirected.

Be willing.

To tell yourself the truth.

Be willing.

To hear the truth.

One of the hardest things I have had to do/learn, beloveds, is all of the above.😳😁🥰

I’m finding that I have had to confront ALL of these barriers these last months. Particularly in the past few weeks.

I have had to face rejection over and over and over and over.

I have had to decide if I was going to continue to allow my heart to face the awful sting of being rejected/not seen over and over and over and over.

My pride angrily, through tears, keeps saying “h to the no!”😡

My dreams, through resolve, keeps saying “absolutely and all day!”🎯

My heart, through faith,  keeps whispering “just ONE more try”.⏳🙏

Old age, through experience, keeps saying “you’ve tried giving up on yourself before, remember?”

Ack.

I am siding with old age and my dreams.

When I forget about all the noise, beloveds, making these corny, not yet great videos is soooooooooooo much fun!

I enjoy encouraging folk. I enjoy the sound of my voice. I enjoy sitting at my desk to see what will come from this old heart of mine.

Focusing on bills, on what will probably never happen, snatches me back down to earth.

Shattered, humbled, and timid, I scramble up from scarred knees, to make my way back up Dream Mountain. I got thangs to do. Don’t you?

being willing with you,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Nuff said.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!