I’ve been searching for something.
I’ve looked everywhere.
Something is missing.
Somehow.
Some way.
I can feel it.
IT.
WHAT am I looking for?
What is IT?
It has been calling me lately.
At first, a quiet whisper.
Later, a nagging itch.
Now, a silent roar.
It has taken over.
Everywhere.
It pursues me in my dreams. Awakened, I wonder where it is.
Restless, my days now seem empty. I don’t know what is missing. I just know there is SOMETHING missing.
Crap.
I must find it.
Where are you?
seeking,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: I have been restless for days. My heart is desperately seeking SOMETHING, beloveds. I have NO idea what it is.
My birthday is coming. I am now closer to 60 than I ever was to 50. I’m not sure how I feel about that.
Normally, I would have written my way out. I would have written dozens of inspiring pieces meant to encourage you and me.
This time, I have decided to sit with this. This unknowing. This unsettled feeling. This. It. Ah, God. What do I DO with me now? Asking for many friends.
This is a challenging time in history. Things are changing. Things have changed. Many things have gotten hopelessly worse.
I choose to continue to be a light. We shall make it through these times. Somehow. In case no one has told you today: I love you. So does He. Be encouraged.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
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