Ah, God.
Thank YOU for wiping MY day and remaking Your Way.
I used to get mad at You.
For:
Not letting me have my way.
Not answering my every prayer.
Not keeping me from the messes I made.
Not leaving mom here.
Leaving me here without mom.
Telling me I could when I was sure I could/would not.
Not showing me how.
Forcing me to get to know me.
Ah, God.
I am grateful for:
The hard.
Your Silence when I craved your voice alone.
Leaving me alone when I was desperate for company.
Ah, God.
I apologize for:
Not believing You when You said I could.
Not believing enough in my try.
Not believing I could.
Ah, God.
I believe…
I will try.
Ah.
Aha!
believing in me,
Cassandra aka 25 and holding…
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: To be continued…
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being… YOU
