Me: *sigh*
God: What’s wrong, beloved?
Me: I’m trying not to be frustrated.
God: From what?
Me: Living this in the meantime life.
God: What do you mean, beloved?
Me: I’m ready to fly. There are days, there are times, when I am in my element: writing, praying for folk, encouraging folk, where I feel as though I am soaring and that I can take on the world. Then…*sigh*.
God: Then what?
Me: Then, real life happens, and I am put back in my cage. Looking out, looking up towards I sky I can no longer soar freely on…*sigh*.
God: Why can’t you soar where you are, right now?
Me: Because, it’s soooooooooooooo hard to say YOUR Will be done when Your Will, won’t let me fly, just yet…*sniff*….*sigh*.
God: Do you trust me?
Me: Yes.
God: Are you SURE?
Me: Yea.
God: Then TRUST me. K?
Me: K
*Cassandra climbs down from The Father’s Lap and continues to trust in what she can’t yet see*
frustratedly trusting in what the world I can not see,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Me and discouragement have been fighting it out. I feel like an eagle who has been locked in a cage. I look out and up at a sky I can not soar freely to and in. I look around me and all I see is the limitations from not knowing how to make my dreams a living reality.
My unfulfilled dreams are beginning to feel like a nightmare. I keep telling myself to be patient and to keep learning and growing.
Be encouraged, beloveds. God, Life and The Universe are not keeping you hemmed in just to frustrate you. There is a time and place for EVERYTHING that happens under the sun.
Don’t rush ahead, beloveds, in frustration or from fear. It’s okay to grow weary and frustrated. Rest, as you can. Fuss, when you must. Then, keep moving forward. How fast or how far you move is besides the point.
Keep on keeping on. Remember you why. Recognize timing is not always up to us.
Your life IS making an impact. YOU are the very miracle you seek.
Repeat after me:
I CAN.
I WILL.
I MUST.
I HAVE TO:
Love.
Live.
Care.
Embrace.
Empathize.
Stand.
Remember alway, beloveds that you are loved and that you are NOT alone. Keep on being you. Just you. You are more than enough. For, you are precious in His Sight. I love you. Your friend, Sweetpea.
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
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