I had been prophelying to myelf.
Yep, I told myself I was okay.
I was not.
I told myself I had not given up.
I had.
I told myself I could live a life of quiet desperation.
I can’t.
This being the case I chose to tell myself the truth:
I felt lost.
I felt beaten.
I felt forsaken.
By God.
By everyone.
Especially, by me.
Why?
I can’t even tell you why. I suppose I figured I would have a better handle on my emotions. I shouldn’t be upset. Still. I shouldn’t be afraid. Still. I shouldn’t be anxious. Still. Still, I found myself all of those things and more.
Why?
Because I was looking at my empty bank account and allowing it to scare the fresh hell out of me.
I put down my faith and donned an outfit of deep despair. I told myself I was NOT anxious, afraid and wondering where on earth God and His Promises were.
It was ONLY after I chose to tell myself the TRUTH that the darkness took off and ran. See, darkness cannot stand the truth. Nope, darkness can only flourish as light refuses to show itself.
I shined truth upon my darkness. Darkness fled. Check and checkmate.
My circumstances are still the same. So is God. Both things being equal, I trust God. Simple as that. I shall wait and see what He shall say to me. Ah, God. I have some needs. Can Ya help a sista out? Please and thanks.
asking for a friend(me),
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Keep speaking the truth over your circumstances. Things are NOT always what they appear to be. In the meantime, continue to love on some you. Asking for A Friend…
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
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