Okay, I know why, beloveds, but pretending I don’t so I won’t have to admit I don’t know what to do about this 🗻 mountain I have not been able to make ANY headway up/over/around.
Since I couldn’t move my 🗻 mountain, I decided to see what I could do to remove a pebble or two from someone else’s.
Insodoing, I find my 🗻 mountain doesn’t look as daunting as it did a while ago.🥰
Life is short. Enjoy your day. Even the mountainous parts!
I made ☕ coffee and invited anxious to tell me what all the fret and fuss was about. Anxious stomped off in a huff. 🤷♀️ 😂
I’m scared to take the last step I need to start my channel. I’m scared I will fail. I’m scared no one will care. I’m scared period. I’m mad at myself for being afraid. I’m stuck and not sure how to move past this part. What do I do with me now? Asking for a friend.
If anyone knows the answer, let me know. My fraidy 🙀 cat I awfully afraid just now. No idea why. Crapola.😳🙀🤡🧓
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: I don’t know what to do with me today. I have tried EVERYTHING. Jiminy Crickets and Holy Jehosephat. Oh, yea, be encouraged to those who need it.
Have a wonderful day. Do something just for YOU. Cut yourself some slack. Take some time to rest. Stop feeling guilty for having the need to rest a bit. I have been fighting this phenomenon for days.
I think these constant storms are finally taking their toll.
Note: Don’t worry, beloveds. Everything really will be alright. The 🌎 world seems upside down and unwieldy. It’s not. There are just a lot of folks chasing 🛍 💵 and trampling over everyone along the way.
Be encouraged. Keep moving FORWARD. Keep looking UP. Remember that you are loved and not alone.
Note: Only someone who has or is truly going through it will understand this piece. Hang in there. We got this.
Am currently sitting here trying not to try so damned hard. I am getting in my own way. I’m digging up plants to see if they are growing. Metaphorically, of course. I keep telling myself to chill. I have time. 56 keeps reminding me that 57 is showing up after a while!
Be encouraged, beloveds. We have time. I think.🥰😁⚒️😂
My nerves wanted to keep me in bed. They said, why should you try today?
I told myself, I’m going to try. I made an especially bad video this morning. It made me laugh. I’m going to have fun editing it.
We have to give life something to edit. We have to be willing to mess up. We have to be willing to give life a heaping pile of mess. How else will we learn and grow?
Have FUN with your mistakes. Enjoy your failures. You are going to make enough of them anyway!🤣
My nerves are soooooooooooo shot. Why? The financial news is not getting better. Hence 56 is growing a bit nervous. I keep telling her we have time.
Life is short. Let’s make the most of the ones we have, eh, beloveds?
The 🔮 future is silent. She won’t speak to me. I want to make her.
God is silent. He won’t tell me what He is up to. I want to shake Him.
56 is afraid she will be left behind. I am shaken.
Fear: Run!
God: Be still.
Doubt: Hide!
Life: Be still.
Circumstances: Nobody gives a hoot.
The Universe: Be still.
Storms: We ain’t going nowhere.
My heart: Be still.
56: Let’s get the heck out of here.
57: Be still.
*Cassandra looks at the storms raging within/without, tells all doubters to shut it, and heads for a cup of ☕ coffee*
Be still, beloveds. This too shall pass. We are loved. We are NOT alone. We CAN. We WILL.
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Tears were my 🥣 breakfast this morning. I let them fall. I am not strong. Then again, beloveds, I don’t have to be.
Uncertainty does NOT mean certain destruction is imminent. It just means you can’t see what’s up ahead.
Keep moving FORWARD. Keep looking UP. Keep standing ten toes down on FAITH. Keep standing on business.
Get in your gratefuls. I am thankful for the hard. It keeps me on my knees. It keeps me from donning a cape. It keeps me from hiding. It keeps me from running. It keeps me fighting for ME. It keeps slapping me awake so I can live my life with INTEGRITY and INTENTION.
I put on some praise and worship to get this party started since all kind of foolishness wants to barge in to get me to look everywhere but up. I don’t think so. Homie don’t play that!
Be encouraged. Nothing is over. We just getting started! I love you. So does He.
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