God, give me back my voice.

Me:God, give me back my voice!

God: Why?

Me: I  need it!

God: What will you DO with it? What have you DONE with it?

Me: Owww!

God : I  know.

Me : Geeeeeeez. Low blow!

God: What do ye with this silence? What have you DONE with the silence thus far?

Me: No fair! That’s cold.

God: True that.  Well?

Me: Cry.  Complain.  Beg.  Plead.

Godย  : For what?

Me : I want YOU to fix what has been broken.

God: What’s that?

Me: Myย  heart.

God: What can I do?

Me : Give me back my voice.

God: Again,ย  what have you, will you,ย  can you DO with the words.

Me :

God: I know the way has been hard, beloveds. Trust ME.

Me: K.

Whew!!!! Beloveds, finding my way,ย  finding my new voice has been:

Hard.

Maddening.

Embarrassing.

Annoying.

There has been little joy in feeling like a moron as I find my voice.ย  My speech therapist went off on me for calling myself a moron.ย  Geeez! Oops.ย ย 

Be encouraged, beloveds.ย  Finding your voice takes:

Time.

Heartacheย 

Heartbreak.

Let life break your heart so that God can heal ALL your broken pieces.ย  He can. He will. He will NEVER leave or forsake you or me. God keepsย  His Promises.

Quitting is NEVER an option.  NOT EVER!! We can. We WILL.  WE HAVE TO!!

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note:  We can do this. We truly can. Take joy with you. ๐Ÿ‘

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Let the tears flow go.

Last night, the dam broke. Finally.

I cried.ย  I wept. I raged. I whimpered.

I cried for allย  I have/had lost. I wept for all that can/ will never be again.

I hurt for ALL the hurt. I sobbed for all the broken pieces. I thought the tears would never end.

They did. Eventually. Suddenly.

Then, Iย  arose. To begin. Yet again.

Let the tears flow/go.

Then…rise. Again. Again. And, still, again As many times as it takes.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: RISE!!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Trust anyway.

Life is hard.

Trust anyway.

The hard gets harder.

It’s hard to trust.

Trust anyway.

It’s sooooooo hard to understand why.

Trust anyway.

It’sย  incredibly hard to know when or where.

Trust anyway.

Godย ย  it’s just…hard.

Trust anyway.

K.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Life has been impossible fo me lately.ย  Everything has been so very…hard.ย  Ag, God, help me to hold on. I’m exhausted.ย  I’m excited. I’m a bitย  afraid of an unknownย  future.ย  Still,ย  I am here. Hard and all

Be encouraged,  beloveds.  We got this.  I love you and so does He.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Let it go.

Let it go Let it go!

Lay down the weight. Cast your cares uponย Him. He IS able.

You don’t walk alone.ย  You are seen. You are heard. You are loved. Be encouraged

Let it ALL go!

Stop worrying. Stop worrying!!!

Get up! Get going!!

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note:

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Ow, God. Oh, God.  Ah, God!

Ow.

Oh!

Ah!

Life is hard just now. Ow! Whew!

I started physical, occupational AND speech therapy last week.

YIKES!

OWWW! .

WHEW mama!!

Every day hurts now. SSI have cried. I have laughed. I have had it!! I did NOT want to get up this morning and exercise. I got up anyway. I exercised anyway.

I’m not happy I had a stroke. I am learning HOW to live in spite of and with it. I wonder if things will ever get easy. I hope so. I wonder.

I stopped by to encourage someone. Starting with me.

Be encouraged.  You got this.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Why NOT you,  God asked me?

Me : WHY me, God?!๐Ÿ˜ฅ

God: Why NOT you, beloved?

Me: But,ย Iย  have given my all.

God: I know.

Me: I try EVERY day.

God: I know.

Me: I loved when nobody did.

God: I know.

Me : I gave when nobody would.

God: I know.

Me: I ran when nobody elseย  could

God: I know.

Me : I came when nobody thought Iย should

God: I know.

Me: Why, then, ME, God?

God: Why NOT you, Cassandra?

Me: Just because You asked these things ofย  me?

God: That’s right.

Me : Nuff said.

God: Love. Give. Run. Go.

Me :K.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note:

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

I belong here. Nuff said.

Nuff said.


Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: You matter. You are able.  You are more than enough.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Let it take as long as it takes.

Change takes time. Progress will take a lifetime. In the meantime, beloveds, give yourself permission to take as long as it takes.

Keep being good to you. Enjoy the hard. Embrace the impossible,ย  KNOWING that NOTHING is too hard for God.ย  This is especially for all the nonbelievers out there. I got your backs in prayer.

Be encouraged.  You can do so much more than you give yourself credit for!

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: I love you!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

There IS a winner in you.

Beloveds, you have ot lost. Not yet.ย  Stay in the fight. FIGHT BACK! Fight for your future.ย  Fight for your now

NOW!

What do you have to lose?

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: I  believe in you. I’ll believe with you. We got thangs to do.  Let’s make it happen!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!

Tonight, I cried

Tonight, I cried. In compassion, for me. For all I lost. I cried for that which will  never be.

Then, I rose. I move forward. I embrace the process. I work towards revealing the greatness that resides deep inside of me.

Still.

I am.

I still can.

I will.

So, too, must you, beloveds. Get a move on it. We don’t have time to waste.

Your life is far from over. Stop judging yourself so harshly. You give your all, on the daily. Let this be enough. YOU are enough.

I just stopped by to encourage someone.  Starting with me. ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ›Ž๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฝ

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: We got this. I love you.ย  The best is yet to come Don’t give up yet.ย  It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to wonder You don’t have to know everything right now.

You can only take one step at a time. Take another . Rinse and repeat.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on beingโ€ฆYOU!