God,You have broken my heart.

Me: God,You have broken my heart.

God: I know.

Me: I called out for You but You did not come.

God: I know.

Me: I was desperate for an answer.

God: I know.

Me: I looked everywhere.

God: I know.

Me: I shouted Your Name until my tears drowned all sound and fanned the flames of my worst fears

God: I know.

Me: I have been afraid to call again .

God: I know.

Me: I’m terrified.

God: I know.

Me : You may never come.

God: I know. Trust me anyway!

Me: K

afraid but still here
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: The past few days have been incredibly dark and troubling. It feels as though  I have lost more than the ability to walk and use my hands. My identity is shaped by my words. Words have been my life for the whole of my life.

God, for reasons known only to Him, has allowed my voice, for my words, to be struck dumb. He has allowed my song to be silent. Why? Only God knows  All I know is to fight to find my son once again.

I just stopped by to encourage those who have lost their voice,  for all who have been laid bare. Through your own hand or by the hand of forces, unknown, you find yourself here with me

We are now faced with the choice to move forward or to walk away in  despair.

I choose life. I choose love. I choose hope    What about you? Asking for A Friend. In case no one has told you today.  I love you and so does He. Keep looking up.  Keep moving FORWARD.
One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

When.

When the going gets tough, I am learning to throw hands!

When the world says give up, I am learning how-to tell doubters to shut it!

When I fall,  I am learning how to laugh out loud.

When troubles come calling,  I am learning how be still.

When all hope is gone,  I am learning how to believe again.

Keep on believing, beloveds.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Never give up. I don’t care how dire the situation looks like or may be. There is ALWAYS hope

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Nothing

Nothing.  I have nothing. I feel like  nothing. I feel like nobody.

I feel…shit!

hurting,

Cassandra

Where is God today.  I called. He did not come…shit

Where did Jesus go. There He is…thank God!

When will this pain end…*sigh*

Still, I rise. I have to.  So do you,  beloveds.  Life is short and hard for everyone right now…shit…lol Be encouraged.

K?

Let them love you

K?

Let the sunlight un

K?

Let forgiveness in

K?

Let His love for you in.

K?

Let hate and anger go

K?

Let dreams take hold

K?

Let peace  unfold.

K?

Let enemies have the opportunity to become friends

K?

Let your light shine too bright to ever dim.

K?

Let empathy guide you and hope sustaina you.

K?

Let Love guide you.

K?

Let all your fears be removed  by love.

Let the world know that you are here.

K?

Let your heart e full of so much love you have to spend the rest of your life giving you away.

K?

Let all that scares you chase you towards your deepest needs and dreams.

Let Thr Universe open doors scarcely imagined.

?K?

Be encouraged.

K?

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Beloveds,  right now the world is starving for love. Love someone today.  Starting with you!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

Mix – Josh Groban Lord, I’m Not Okay, But I’m Still Here | A Prayer of…

This is EXACTLY how I feel  today.

uncertain

Cassandra

Be encouraged.  I don’t know HOW to do today, God ,but I’m STILL here…

As many times as it takes

Try.

As many times as it takes.

Give.

As many times as it takes.

Forgive

As many times as it takes

Love

As many times as it takes.

Strive.

As many times as it takes

Believe

As many times as it takes

Life is short.  Keep moving forward.

As many times as it takes

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Beloveds   e can do this thing called life.  What are you waiting for!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

God took my legs.

Me:  You took my legs.

God: I know

Me : It hurts.

God: I know.

Me: I’m afraid.

God: I know

Me :The world  doesn’t make sense anymore.

God: I know

Me : I  may never walk  again .

God: I know

Me : I feel so helpless.

God: I know

Me: God, why did you take my

God:To teach you how to  run!

Me : K

God : Ready?

Me:

learning torubn
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Let’s go!!!!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

I am thankful

I am thankful for life.  I am grateful. I am hopeful. I am blessed. God spared my life for a reason. I  wonder why.

I think I have decided to live to  find out why

Don’t give up on your your life you have too much of it to live  .

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note:There  is too much life for you to quit  now!!



One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

You are NOT your pain.

Grief has pain turned all the way up.

It has been hard to hear joy. It has been hard to feel anything but pain.

Even my ow is saying ow!

My heart goes to bed hurting. It wakes up howling. Neither of us feels like doing yet another pain-filled day. Crimeny!

Pain, having compassion for me, sidled up and reminded me of something.

I smiled. I got on with my day, pain in tow.

Pain and I had coffee. We watched YouTube. We had more coffee. We argued over the remote. I won.

I just stopped by to tell someone the same something that set me free a long time ago:

You are NOT your pain.

Yea, pain can be a bully and yells a lot. Still, pain can be a friend as it points to where healing needs to take place.

Pain also accompanies healing as it takes place, during the surgery, in the recovery room.

Pain can often act as a stop sign, a truth teller, a litigator.

The trick is in knowing how to process and deal with pain.

We are NOT our pain. We do NOT have to accept pain because it’s what we have become used to.

Pain is never meant to stay. Pain was never meant to be permanent.

Don’t let pain have the last word. Don’t even let pain be in charge. Locate the source of it. Remove yourself from it, if need be.

Stop using the pain to punish yourself. If you are doing dumb things, that are causing pain to kick your hiney, stop doing the dumb thing. Then, forgive yourself and keep it moving.

Get away from painful relationships. Love is NOT pain. Love does NOT have to hurt. Love is NOT filled with thorns. Hurt PEOPLE hurt people.

You SHALL overcome. You SHALL find the way.

In the meantime, go on ahead and toss pain into the shower. Get out the shower and make it do what it do with what you have to do it with. 🤣

It feels good to laugh again. If only on these blog pages.

Have an amazing today.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: We got this.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

I belong here: Keep taking your place.

I belong.

I belong here.

I BELONG HERE!

Nuff said.
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Keep claiming your spot. Keep staking your claim.

You belong.

You matter.

Now, get out there and LIVE! Asking for A Friend.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!