Tonight has been 😭 sobering. For the past few days, I have been reconciling all the things I can no longer do.
Recently, I had to fill out a million page of synopsis detailing everything I can not do in order for Social Security to determine if I am eligible for assistance.
If so, I can plan and prepare to apply for supported living. This way, I can have my own apartment and still have 24 hours a day support staff. I want to be independent.
I wanted to take a shower. Alone. I can’t. I don’t know this made me want to cry. Usually, I am pretty philosophical. Here lately, I find fear wanting to rise up and snatch my joy. I dare not let it in. I have too much to do.
I choose to laugh. I choose to look forward to a future that I can STILL have.
Focus on the wonderful life just waiting for us to engage with.
Whatever your current lot, beloveds, remember that all is not lost, okay? Okay.
Be encouraged.
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Stamina won’t permit me to stay here longer. Somebody take over encouraging the world. I sure could use some words about now…*sigh*
Defined by a stroke. By a stroke or by luck, a stroke found it’s way to me. I didn’t ask. Still, it found me. Yet, I refuse to allow it to define who I am now. I refuse to let it define what I shall be.
I refuse to be:
Diminished by what happened TO me. I didn’t ask. Still, it came for me. Still, and, yet, I refuse to allow it take what I plan to be.
I refuse to be:
Beaten by what happened to me. I didn’t ask. Still, it came for me. Thay said, I refuse to let it take the best of me.
Beloveds, don’t you DARE allow anything or anyone define who you are, what you can do, or how your life turns out to be!
We can do ALL things THROUGH CHRIST who strengthens me. AND, YOU, should you lean on and trust Him. I got you. Even you non believers ESPECIALLY you.
Be encouraged. We got this. I love you and so does He!
Note: You are STILL you, beloveds. You SHALL conquer all that seems against you, just now. Hang in there. I know, I know, hard appears to have moved in permanently!
Better days are before us. We just have to hold on to our faith, joy and ❤️ love for dear life. Be encouraged!
You are STILL you! Remember that!
Today was hard. Yesterday was harder. Don’t even ask about the day before that one. Whew
Still, God got me AND you. Hard was so hard I HAD to laugh. I cried uncle and dived undet welcoming covers.