God picked me up in His Uber.

I was out of gas.

Spiritually.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

Financially.

Spent.

Gassed.

Out of gas.

*gasp*

I fussed at God. Ehem, I mean I prayed and asked God delicately…

HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO KEEP GOING THROUGH ALL THIS HARD??!! I’M HOT. IM TIRED. I’M BROKE! MY BILLS HAVE BROKEN MY BANK ACCOUNT!!! I NEED TO KNOW HOW TO MONETIZE SO I CAN DO WHAT YOU TOLD ME AND I WANT TO DO!!!!!

*stamps foot*

In the middle of my tirade, er, prayer, God showed up, in His Uber, and told me to ‘hop in’.

He wasn’t angry. As He pulled out, said He truly DID understand my frustration. He told me to keep trying. He told me to keep on being about being about it.

He made me laugh. He made me cry. He drove around, endlessly, showing me all He, Life and The Universe had in store, for me.

ALL I had to do, God said. I told Him how HARD, how DISAPPOINTING, how maddening HARD and DISAPPOINTMENT were. He agreed.

After a time, God dropped me off. Said He had to ‘be about being about it. There were other folk in need of a Ride’.

😳

🤣

🥰

Moral of the story?

How the world do I know? This journey shall take the rest of my life, to finish.🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️

Okay, lemme see what I can scrounge from my note bag:

Disappointment is awfully disappointing. Waiting can seem interminable. Wait. Be patient. With you. With your try. Be encouraged. You CAN. You REALLY WILL.

content kinda/sorta,

Cassandra

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