Why?
The Universe keeps asking me WHY I have been so frustrated, with working, while It is working on my dreams.
Friday, I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo frustrated/annoyed/mad/sad. I found myself lamenting, just a bit, about Monday coming and having to do the whole blasted frustrating week and tries…..ALLLL OOOOOVVVVVERRRRR AGAAAAINN!!!!
I cared not two hoots, truly, about all I have been learning slapping hard and disappointment upside the head. I was just…..*sigh*…disappointed with being disappointed, yet again. And, again. And, again!!
Fresh heckamiah!!
Enough already!!
Whew.
Sorry, beloveds, sometimes, you just HAVE to allow your heart to be honest and hurt about the rocks in the shoe. When it is hot and the rock is hard, who gives two flying flips if the rocks be diamonds!!! Take the diamonds, Universe, and gimme my dreams and my hard earned and prayed upon bounty!!
Yikes!
Egads!!
This lag is getting on my last nerves!!
That’s what I said, on Friday.
Saturday, I pouted. Told myself I was just ‘resting’. I knew better. I am honest with me, now. Before, I used excuses of the hard, to keep me from trying. I apologized to myself, for doing that. Now, I do my best, to keep doing THAT thing, God/Life/The Universe, put in me to be, have and do.
So, I got to asking myself, WHY, I was sooooooooooooooo impatient, now, with work.
I enjoy what I do. The problem is I want to be working, for ME, now. The HOW of it, is getting on my last nerves. I shall keep asking. I shall keep trying. Ack.
Why sure is quick to judge a soul, isn’t it? Forever pointing fingers at what we have failed to do/be. Why is right, though. And, why The Universe is so very insistent upon us asking ourselves why.
Why?
I am having a hard enough time, beloveds, dealing with MY whys. Think I shall leave you, to yours.
Keep asking why.
Why?
Ah.
Aha!
asking why with you.
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: If it feels like some of these pieces are half written, you are correct. They/me are still being written! Keep going. Keep growing. Keep asking. Keep embracing the lag.
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
- IT ME!
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 