Ow, God!

Ow, God!

Oh, God!

Whew!

God has been squeezing me like toothpaste!

All day.

ALL day.

Asking me to:

Feel.

Feel?

Feel!

Dammit.

I don’t have time to feel. I just want to be there, already. Where ever the heck The Universe has been cajoling me to!

Ow!

Being asked to look into me has been:

Discombobulating.

Interesting.

Horrifyingly interesting and discombobulating.

I am thankful. I have been able to be vulnerable and safe and ooey and gooey.

Life is short. I have been feeling the winds of change all up in my hind endπŸ˜‚.

Don’t be afraid, beloveds, when your heart says ow, as The Universe stretches you and enlarges your borders.

Don’t hide. Let folk in. Let folk love you IN REAL TIME.

Stop feeling like your feelings are a burden. They are not. YOU are NOT a burden, beloveds. It can be hard not to feel like one.

I’m going to admit to something I had never thought about until just now:

I have spent the majority of my life ministering to the world. Instead of living my life and enjoying it.

Yes, I enjoy encouraging folk.

Yes, I enjoy helping folk.

Yes, I enjoy supporting folk.

Yet, I don’t know that I have allowed folk to encourage, help, support and love me IN REAL TIME.

No more, God said. It’s time, beloveds, for us to take down all the walls that keep us from experiencing life and love. I am on Day 1 of that.

How about you?

living in real time,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: It’s time.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being… YOU

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