Tick.
Tick.
Boom!
What the what the…??
!!
I have been scraping my heart guts off the floor.
Feelings are everywhere!
Feelings of:
Loss.
Gain.
Lack.
Plenty.
Makes no sense these feels of mine. They have confabbed. They have conspired. Enemies, it appears, have become friends.
Fresh hell!
I’m supposed to:
Have it together.
The only things I have together are these chicken strips and french 🍟 fries I have been comfort eating with!
Ah, 55, why are you blowing my cover?
Go away now. Let me hide. I don’t know if I am ready for you. I talk a good game, but I don’t know if I am ready to live this new/big life I have been seeking.
Let me remain small! I can hide beneath small. There are no expectations there. From me. From anyone.
Okay, 55.
I give up.
Be gentle with me.
naked but not ashamed,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Change is scary. Change is necessary. Is we all change. Too many are fighting to keep things the same. Seize these moments of change. They are changing you in new and exciting ways.
It used to be an uncomfortable while life changes around you and in you. I have learned to be comfortable while being uncomfortable. I no longer look for results. I accept what happens after I try. As long as I did my best I am good with that. I am good with me.
All we can do is all we can do. Present your best self. Some will receive you. Others may reject you. That’s not your worry. That’s not your fault. Be okay with the result of your try.
Remember that you take your steps with The Universe. You don’t walk alone. You don’t try alone. Your voice is necessary. Let your voice be heard. Someone has been waiting to hear your voice their whole life.
You don’t need a cheering crowd to enjoy your game. Enjoy every moment. Win or lose. I no longer care if I get a trophy or not. I no longer need a cheering crowd. I no longer worry about winning or losing. I just want to try and see what happens. I just want to see what I can do. I want to see how many mistakes I can make.
What are you still doing here, beloveds?! Get going. We got thangs to do. Love somebody starting with you.
Tell somebody that they are loved and not alone.
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 