Heart check Wednesday ❤️.

It has been one of those days.

I didn’t want to work today.

I work today.

I didn’t want to miss mom today.

I missed mom today.

So much so I let the snooze button collect my tears. I never use a snooze button. I like to get up before the alarm.

My heart did not want to awaken and confront another day without mom.

The entire day felt like work.

So much so I ended my work day an hour early.

I need to love on mom another way. I am about to have a cup of coffee with her and talk about missing her.

The job has been hard. The new training has been hard. Life is then hard. My finances have been hard on me. Hard it had been especially hard on me.

Ah, hard. Can’t you give me one day of easy?

I have been enjoying spending the last waking hours of the day to myself. I have given my all to the world and to God. And the rest of the day is for me. Delicious.

I’m going to board the world watching all kind of youtube videos from all over the world. I enjoy learning about different cultures. I enjoy languages I have no idea what people are saying. We are loving the same language I believe.

Ah, world. Why are you still so silent to such a loud heart as mine? I would love to sit down and get to know you and have you get to know me.

Ah, Life. Why are you still so silent to such a loud heart as mine? I would love for you to show me all of life’s treasures.

Ah, God…*sigh,*…Nuff said.

Ah, beloveds…

How is your heart? I hope you are okay. I hope you KNOW you are loved and not alone. Be encouraged. Love someone. Starting with you.

Sad has been a bit loud, lately. I think I shall sit with her and ask her why she can’t sit still lately. She says she dreams…

Ah.

Aha!

dreaming again,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Be encouraged. Share your heart. The world needs what only YOU can give. Let yourself receive as well. You are worth it.

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