Yikes!
Egads!
Wow!
I had a dream, just a bit ago, that blew my mind. Can’t say yet, if ever, what it was about. I CAN say that it was a 🗝 and 🚪 that it’s time. Time to start doing the ridiculously hokie and foolish and serious and fun and what on earth are you doing NOW type Cassandra God placed in me to BE long before my tiny lil self was presenting onto an unsuspecting world.
Sorry about that/this, world. Here I come!
Ah.
Aha!
coming for the world,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: I actually wrote this piece yesterday. Sunday. It’s weird now because, for me, it’s early Sunday morning. I just now realize it is New Year’s Eve. Hhmm.
I have ALWAYS wanted to learn how and build my own website where I could share my stories, poems etc. Long before there was even such a thing as websites or the internet or blogging or even laptops.
I dreamed of these things as a kid, as a teenager, as a young adult, as a grown up. Yet, life through all kinds of hell and I have gone through all types of hell which prevented me from being, well…*shrug*
I had no time to be me. I was too busy being buried under a world of shame and pain. I was too busy hiding behind walls self-produced to protect me from the world, from love, from any and everything I perceived a threat. Which was everything and everybody! Especially, God.
God. GOD! God? Geeez. I won’t go there. God no, not today. Today, I 😂 laugh. I have waited for this time for the whole of my life. Apologies, world, beloveds, fam, friends, and especially to me, in advance. This fixing to be interesting.
TO BE CONTINUED
P.S. You are loved and you are not alone. Take your leap of faith. Bet on YOU this year. Life is short. Get out there and live!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 