Yikes!
Egads!
Every since I had to have drywall fixed, under the sink, I have been having to fight with bugs.
Yikes!
Egads!!!!!!!!!
I hate bugs!!!!!!
Almost daily, it seems, I find myself hooting and hollering, raging at The Universe, fighting with my Thanos sized can of bug spray, whilst attempting to finger snap these dumb things out of existance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It also feels as if God and The Universe keeps bugging me by revealing past issues and unresolved issues/feels that have been preventing me from moving forward.
EEEEEEGGGGGGGGGAAAAADDDDDS!!!
I now find myself hooting and hollering, raging at The Universe, at God, at this, at that, at me, at you, at Life, at work, at me again, at Life again, at….whew….rinse….repeat, at…
You get my point.
Still, in the midst of all the raging and hooting and hollering, I find myself:
Growing.
Going.
Believing.
Receiving.
Acknowledging.
Feeling…
Feeling?
Hmmm.
Ah!
Aha!
I used to squash my feelings into some drawer that I would get to ‘later’. Later never came. So, I found myself a ball of unresolved what the world is this feels. I am thankful that God and The Universe keeps on bugging me to continue to heal and to grow.
I am looking forward to my future. I am enjoying my present. I am embracing all this hard. I have asked, though, for God and The Universe to teach me some lessons on a beach whilst feeding me grapes!
Be encouraged, beloveds. Don’t give up yet. Not just yet. I find myself on an encouragement kick. I need it. Now, more than ever. I feel the days running away. How many do I have, God? Universe?
I want to see what it FEELS like to be living my dream outloud. Ah, God. Won’t You come down and hang with me as I wait for You to…*shrug*. Just come kick it with me.
waiting patiently kinda/sorta,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Be encouraged. Keep going. You got thangs to do. Enjoy you in the meantime. We only get one go around.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 