Life has been tough.
Life has been interesting.
Life has been frustrating.
Life has been fruitful.
Life has been soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lifery!
I have been feeling my aloneness. Not lonely. Just aloneness. Not even sure that’s a word but that’s how I have been feeling.
I have been wanting, no NEEDing.
Needing:
A friend?
Friends?
Love?
Something?
Someone?
I don’t know.
God, I don’t KNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
Fresh hell.
All the while, beloveds, I am loving on some me. I am being a posse of one, whilst I wait for MY posse to arrive and hang out with me.
I am hankering for some someone’s to share my life with. Just a bit of my life. And, to experience thers. I want to:
Share dumb jokes.
Have dumb jokes shared with me.
Talk of serious things.
Talk of nothing.
Love a lot.
Be loved a lot.
Ah, beloveds, am I shouting to a void of which no answer shall EVER return?
No matter.
I shall continue to keep on putting my heart out there. The silence, though, hurts, I must admit. Just a smidge. Okay, a tad more than a smidge.
I’m not sad, though. Just introspective. I am living. Alive. Here. Now. I can live with that, for now.
In the meantime, I thought I would wander in here and see how you are doing. I figure I can be your posse. And, maybe more folk will join us, eh?
If you should have a hankering, drop in my inbox and say hey.
Be encouraged.
hopeful still and always,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Your life matters to me, beloveds. Not sure if that means anything to you. Yet, you mean a lot to me. To, God. To, The Universe. To, Life. To, those around you. Don’t let your doubts and fears make you doubt these things.
Believe in you. Love you. Ask for what you hope for and need and enjoy some you, in the meantime.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
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