Hey there, Justin.
Your comment snatched my heart. Stopped me in my tracks, to be honest.
I have FINALLY dragged myself out of Doritos. Oh, yea, I have not yet had the courage to admit I had dived, just a bit, back into some comfort eating.
Dammit. Crap. Fresh hell.
There are honestly days when I want to tell mom I do NOT care to have to keep caring! Crap!!
I miss mom, Justin. I miss her telling me that I can do it when I KNOW I can’t.
Your comment is a reminder why I MUST keep going. Life is short.
There are days when I have wondered if my try will EVER amount to anything. I wondered this just the other night. After a month of try and try and try and try and try and dammit try some more.
ONLY to find myself fighting with mom grief. Again. Again! Crap. Sorry, mom.
Only yesterday, and again today, I felt inadequate and wondered what I could say that would be of ANY benefit. To anyone. Even to/for me.
Justin, I told myself I would try. That I would give what I had. Even when the giving, the trying seemed of little or no effect.
Keep going, my friend. Your efforts ARE making an impact. Your words lifted a heart in need of lifting. Mine. Others, I am sure.
EACH time, you get out of bed, you win. EACH time, you do even when you don’t want to, you win. EACH time, you tell your try to kick rocks, then angrily try best you can, you win.
Yet, Justin, even when you are too tired to try, you win. How? Why? Because you are loved and not alone.
Justin, you are:
More than you know.
So much more than you imagine.
You CAN:
Do wonders.
Make wonders happen in your life and in the lives of others.
You WILL:
Have exceedingly and abundantly above all that you could ever ask or think.
How do I know? Because, God said so and He does NOT lie. Someone might say that you may not believe in God. So what? I have enough faith for you…😂
Be encouraged, Justin. I have asked the same questions as you. I STILL ask them, at times.
The ONLY difference is that I no longer allow fear, tired, disappointment, lazy or any other thing or emotion to keep me from trying. The outcome is not up to me.
Be encouraged, Justin. You got this. God has you. How much safer/loved could you be?
Keep sharing your heart and being open to love and I promise your heart SHALL be filled.
here,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
ttnette37@yahoo.com
Note: Be encouraged, beloveds. We all we got but we all we need, eh? Us and a few billion more peep.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
- IT ME!
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 