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Proverbs 13:12 – Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life.

This Bible scripture describes me. Basically It means when our hope(dreams) are deferred(delayed/put on hold), we be tripping(frustrated/sad/mad/annoyed/disappointed/discouraged).

I am heartsick. Meaning, my heart is sick of:

Waiting.

Hoping.

Waiting.

Hoping.

Waiting!

Ack!!!!!!

So, I have tucked my heartsick heart, into 🛏 bed whilst I continue to hope and to wait. Ah, God. Ack!

Be encouraged, beloveds. It’s okay to get hearsick from time to time. We got thangs to do and just want to be doing those thangs NOW!

I told Doritoes to get gone and to take Lay’s with them! I told comfort eating I shall find my comfort in my try, in God, in faith, in joy.

I told me that everything WILL be okay. It will.

I told my twin that my yipppeees have appeared to have deserted me. My yipppees can no longer tolerate living outside my realized dream(s). I am uncertain HOW to live without my yipppeees. I wonder if they are coming back.

Ah, God, my yipppeees have gone. I think they went in search of my dreams. My yipppeees can no longer sit idly by and watch my heart cry from being so heartsick ❤️‍🩹

Where are my dreams, God? Life is short. 55 says for You to hurry. I am finding it harder to keep faking it til I make it.

asking for a friend,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Be encouraged. Embrace your life. Enjoy your life. Even if your life currently remains void of your dreams. I have taken another day off. Financially, ow. Emotionally, needed. I just couldn’t do my work day. Not today. Not with hope deferred still. Maybe tomorrow.

It’s okay to be weary. Rest. Then, continue taking one step. Just one. Then try another. Ah, God, please hurry. We got thangs we would like to try and do.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being… YOU!

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