55: I finally hear You!

55!

I finally hear you.

Universe, I finally hear You.

Life, I finally hear You.

God, I finally hear You!

Why?

Why now?

Because, I have learned to listen.

Because, I have learned…

Because, I…???

Because I!

Ah.

Aha!

Nuff said.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: All this time. All these years. All my life. God. The Universe. Life. Rinse. Repeat. ALL have been leading me. Here. To this MOMENT. To this revelation. To this realization:

I CAN.

I WILL.

I AM LOVED.

I AM NOT ALONE.

Now go, They said, and tell The world these things.

I say back, I tell the world this every day. I have done so, while waiting for You to show me how. Waiting for You to point the way. Waiting for You to give me the strength. Waiting for You to light my path.

I AM The Way. I AM The Light. I AM The Truth. I AM. As am I, so are you, in this world(an Easter egg for those in the know🤔)

I have been up all night. Again. For days. Days!

I used those sleepless nights to try and understand my fellow man/woman. I used those hours to talk to God and express my bewilderment at His Constant Maddening Silence. It was sooooooooooooooo persistently loud!

For days, I thought of EVERY person who has ever crossed these pages. I asked God, I asked Life, I asked The Universe to bless each one and keep them safe. I asked for their every need to be met. I asked for a few dreams to come true.

Not ALL. I am sooooooooooooooo thankful God did NOT answer some of my desperations, er, prayers. Whew!

I NEEDED the hard. I NEEDED the silence. I NEEDED the burden. I NEEDED the lonely. I NEEDED the fight. I NEEDED the thirst. I NEEDED the hunger.

To get me back to…

Me.

Him.

Life.

The Universe 🌌.

My dreams.

My try.

Which leads me straight back to you, beloveds. How? Great question. Keep asking. Keep listening. You shall find your why. You shall REMEMBER your why. You shall Starr living your why. Why? Ah, beloveds, because the world is in desperate straits without you and your why. Get going now. Go on…

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

• THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
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