I’m resting.
I have no choice. My get up and go has long since got up and went where I know not.
This has been a trying time. Trying to rest my mind. Trying to NOT worry. Trying to stay positive.
Trying.
Trying.
Trying.
Ack and heckamiah! Trying sure can be trying!🤯😳
What’s worse, I’m not getting anywhere. In fact, I am moving backwards financially. Fresh hell.
I look at my little pile that is down to almost nothing and try not to judge my lack. I try not to judge ME.
I try not to judge me for not having healed years sooner so I could have gotten farther in the dream fulfillment category.
That said, beloveds, I have gained soooooooooooo much knowledge from EVERY loss.
I tell God it would be nice to get in the winning column soon. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.
Until I do, I will continue to try and will leave the outcome to Those above my pay grade!
I am DONE beating myself up for not being where folks have told me I should be by now. I am where I am. Period. Nuff said. End of story.
This is NOT the end of my story. It’s just a new chapter. A tough chapter to read. An even tougher one to write. Ack. Eww. Ow!
I am grateful for the hard. Every hard is just another opportunity to exercise my faith. Each loss is just another chance to tell fear Ha! and that I STILL believe God. Every disappointment is but another door to dance victoriously through.
Ah, God. Thank You for being with me as I learn that Your Grace truly IS sufficient for all that I shall and am going through. Oh, Universe, I appreciate You for allowing me to fall on my face so I can and have learned to lose joyfully and graciously. Ow, Life. Just ow…
Beloveds, think it not strange, as the Bible say, of the trials you are going through. You SHALL come out and forth as gold!
Keep going.
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Stop judging yourselves by your outcome or lack thereof. Asking for A Friend. You got this. God has us all. In case no one has told you today: I love you. Be encouraged.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 