I have to take a moment, beloveds, to laugh at myself.
I have been having quite the pity party for the last few days. I had been feeling forsaken by everyone and everything.
A caterpillar’s belly has been higher than me.
So much so I found myself going through an old external drive that I had downloaded tons of movies I had not had time to watch.
Rather, I had been working so hard, so long, so much overtime I did not make the time to watch.
Every now and again, I would watch some of the shows I had already seen. I didn’t want to watch any of the shows I had not seen as wanted to watch them when I was not tired.
I was ALWAYS tired, hence I never got around to the movies. I forgot why I had downloaded them for. I had NO idea what they were about.
During my pity party, I decided to go through them and watch each one. One after the other, I watched. One after the other, I was surprised/moved/comforted.
They were all turning out to be about folks who had gone through unspeakably hard things and how they learned to go through them and process them.
As they processed their loss, I began to process mine. At least, I have found comfort if they can, I can. I think. I hope.
HOW on earth, did The Universe KNOW I needed these movies NOW? I have had them for years and years.
I had no idea THEN how much I would need them NOW. The Universe knew. God knew.
We think we go through life unseen and unheard. We don’t. We ARE seen. We ARE heard. We are just given room to make our way.
And, when life gets too tough, The Universe will make us popcorn and let us throw a pity party and watch movies to let us know we truly are NOT alone.
I stopped the latest movie to gather those who are in need of some care, some prayer, some love, some encouragement and some peace.
Be encouraged. In the meantime, have some popcorn with me and a show. In case no one has told you today: I love you. So does He.
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: You got this!
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 