Put your fear(s) to good work.

Ack!

*pout*

Don’t pay me any mind, beloveds. I am currently on self punishment for freaking out and choosing to stand on fear instead of FAITH.

Sooooooooooo, now I am in the midst of vacuuming, changing sheets on my California King(Me and Cali absolutely DESPISE one another on sheet changing day!…*pout*), extra laundry(I made myself do laundry the other day for some foolishness I had done). I may or may not be adding scrubbing the toilet…depends on if I piut my way through the initial chores.

It truly has been helpful learning NOT to immediately jump to anger or conclusions when life is being especially mysterious and lifery.

Before, I would waste hours fussing at God for allowing this, not allowing that, letting those things happen. An absolute waste of hours. Smh.

Yesterday, I found out some upsetting financial news I had not considered. Geeezzz!😳

Instead of praying about things, or considering what I could DO, I opted to press the panic/what in the fresh hell button.🚨🌊

All that did was to send my blood pressure through the roof…

I called my big bro and cried all over him…

I called my wombie and cried all over her…

I tried to keep my promise to me in encouraging others when life was being too lifery. Got mad at yall, for no reason, and kicked the world to the curb so I could have a nice woe is me pity party…

Had said pity party and spent the day in bed to properly feel sorry for myself…

I went to bed. I rose. Asked myself what good did I do wasting an ENTIRE bed conjuring up EVERY dastardly thing that could happen to an innocent old lady…*sigh*

Then, I rose. Stood ten toes down on FAITH, made a cup of ☕ coffee, then put myself to work. I figured I may as well use this anxt for my good.

Now, I have uplifting music playing and have allotted myself a few minutes to encourage someone to keep standing ten toes down on your FAITH. This is but a brief moment in our lives.

Be encouraged. Keep reaching out. Keep doing what you know and KNOW your try WILL work out in the end. These trying times WILL end. The important thing is how you will be left once they have left. I plan to be better, not bitter. I plan to be hopeful, not hopeless.

How will YOU be, beloveds?

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Life really is how we make it. I made yesterday absolutely miserable. Today, I have made a peaceful and chore-filled day. I may allow myself some cookies and milk later…lol. Who wants to join me?

Keep on keeping on. We got this. We do…

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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