Begin anyway: When THIS gets in the way of THAT.

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OMMMMGGG!

*stamps foot*

*Cassandra considers hurling her 50 inch 📺 television over the balcony railing. Cassandra opts not to as it is freezing outside and she won’t have something to watch later.*

Jiminy Cricket, beloveds. I am trying to cram some technology knowledge into this brain of mine so I can get some uplifting videos made so I can encourage folk…*sigh*.

I have never been good at technology of any kind. It intimidates me. I don’t know why. I enjoy learning about any and everything.

For whatever reason, just the thought of doing anything having to do with computers or electronics short circuits my brain. I feel stupid. I feel small. I feel helpless.

EVERY time. The older I get, the harder it is for my brain to relax and learn.

I will overcome this. I HAVE to. My dreams are on the other side of THIS particular hard. Ah, it seems another THIS(fear of computer learning) is trying to keep me from THAT(my dream).

We all have our THIS to fight so we can get on with our THAT.

What is holding you back, beloveds? What is it that is causing you to feel a tad helpless/hopeless?

2025 is the year we FINALLY deal with THIS so we can get on with THAT.

I don’t want to go back to a job that merely pays the rent. Life is short. I am choosing to find a way to monetize my particular brand of foolishness so I can make my living loving on the whole damned world.

If anyone can point the way to a good teaching YouTube channel or blog so I can competently use Capcut and Canva, please post a link in the comments or shoot me an email. Save my 📺 television. 🥰😆

Life is short. Begin anyway. Keep trying. Keep moving forward.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Don’t be discouraged at where you are. Keep stacking the days. 2025 is going to be fantastic. Let’s gooo!!!

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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10 thoughts on “Begin anyway: When THIS gets in the way of THAT.”

  1. “What is holding you back, beloveds? What is it that is causing you to feel a tad helpless/hopeless?” That’s easy! My waist size! Once I feel better about myself, then I’ll feel more confident in what I want to do.

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    1. Do NOT allow your weight to define your try! Get out there and LIVE LOVE. NOW. Love you NOW. Live for you NOW. Yes, work on your weight. Yet, love NOW. You’ll never feel better about you until you start loving YOU. ALL of you. You are much more than your size. You are heart. You are soul. You are spirit. These things are broken in you and shall heal as you allow them to and work on getting some healing.

      I have your back in the meantime. I have gained a good bit comfort eating the last few weeks. I haven’t gotten on myself just been doing the work on what I was using food to stuff down and working on them.

      I have gotten the worst under control and getting back to healthier choices whilst loving me NOW.

      Be encouraged. You CAN. You WILL. YOUR words will inspire others to be honest. I love you. Love you this way, okay?❤

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      1. So sweet! I love you too, my friend! ❤️ I’m definitely trying to reconcile self love and image. From where I came from to where I want to be. You’ve seen me nude and my progress, and sometimes lack of -and it’s not all pretty. But, with you as my friend and having my back means the world to me. Here’s to friendship ❤️❤️❤️

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      2. We got too much love to get this year, my friend! I came across some youtube videos on running while overweight I am going to check out. I had lost a good amount before the tornado as I used to walk outside daily and post inspiration on my Instagram which I need to get back to doing. Going outside is really hard with all the destruction all about and landscape completely different from the hundreds of trees that were lost. It’s depressing to see. Still working my way through that hence the weight from comfort eating. Be encouraged. We shall keep one another encouraged, eh? Asking for A Friend…😂

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      3. I know, I need to be grateful for what life has given me. What state are you in? Sounds like you’ve been through a lot! By the way, I never properly introduced myself. I’m Rob🙂

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      4. Have been living in Arkansas since 2016. The job I had closed giving us only 60 days to find something else or move to Arkansas to keep working. I had no car, no place to stay and there was a wait list for housing that was up to a year wait. I ended up paying 100 a week to stay with someone I had met for one hour. I had never lived in Arkansas and knew no one. Was truly difficult and was scammed losing 3,000 from a supposed friend who was to drive my things to Arkansas and I also paid to have sis things taken to Illinois. They never came. I lost everything but what I could fit in the car I finally found and purchased. I have written about this in older posts.

        Good to FINALLY know your name, Rob. How rude…lol. You sound like a Rob.😁

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      5. Haha! Right? You’d think I’d introduce myself before letting you see me without my clothes on! 🤣 I feel terrible now, seeing what you’ve been through. You truly are an amazing woman 🥰❣️

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      6. Well, we have shared our naked with one another. Be encouraged. I am blessed you wandered my way. How did you find me anywho? Let’s Yao via email if you’d like. Have not had an email pal in a million years.

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      7. This is true and neither of us has run away! lol Your blog was in my suggested blogs feed and I clicked you. The rest is history. I’d love to be your email pal. I’ve sent you an email before, so now you have my email, too❣️

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