God: Stop being a crybaby.
Me:…*gasp*…😳.
God: Why do you get all up in your feelings when I don’t come rushing to your rescue every other five minutes?
Me:…*stamps foot*…You are SUPPOSED to rush to my rescue when I am at my most desperate!?
God: Why? Have I not told you NOT to worry? Did I not promise to be there for you? Haven’t I made sure to feed the birds?
Me: Well…
I’m trying not to be a crybaby. I’m trying to take ownership. I’m trying to be about being about it. I’m trying. all this trying is terribly trying…lol.
I’m trying to fill up my soul with some uplifting music. It feels good. I feel good to focus on something other than a bank. account and no job.
I am in the spot for a reason. I have no idea what that reason is. I used to be angry about it. I used to be mad at fate and God because of having it so damned hard. I argued with God that I should have been spared because I’m a good person and I have tried to live a good life.
The truth is that life happens to all of us. None of us are exempt from hard times. None of us can buy our way out of hard times. Hard times come. They shall also go.
We have to keep keeping on. Until the hard times pass. Until we receive our breakthrough. In the meantime, we have to keep making our way the best we can.
I’m done fighting with God. I’m finished with fighting with myself. I’m going to do my best and see what comes out in the wash. I suggest you do the same.
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: It’s amazing what happens when you take your focus off of the things you fear. I have spent a delightful day planning for my future and enjoying my present. It has been nice to feel something other than fear, dread and doubt.
I’m looking forward to what comes next. How about you?
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 
🤣🤣🤣
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What happened to it? What did you say? Were you talking about how amazing I am? Were you sharing about my awesomeness? Spill the tea! I owe you an email. I climbed down from the world and have slept the past two days. Delicious. Hope you have been well.♥️😳
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Oh, it was nothing. I just had the billion dollar lottery winning number and thought that you might like it. 😉 Welcome back!♥️
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